hello she was representative wasn't she oh I love this moment I love everyone
that's been up here the gentleman that was having a problem or struggling with
his green card I had the exact same thing and the moment before I felt that
absolute fear of not being able to stay in this country I meditated and I've
been following you for years and I decided to play a game but I was really
angry so I did it from such a place of surrender and I was just about to work
with a producer that I wanted to work with for a long time it was a Sunday
night I was also doing I was doing daily pages and I was working with someone and
we were doing now I'm blinking out on the this course that we were doing every
single day and I didn't have time to do what I would normally do which is
completely dive into a million lawyers and then interview them all and then go
with my gut but eventually like always choose from a certain way but then my
true knowing and then my mind would get in the way and I literally gave it up
and I said I know that the only thing I need to do is show up in joy every day
and then this thought came to me des needs to take your blinders off when
you're doing that and that's what I did I literally I did that I don't remember
a lot about later that evening but in the morning I woke up I was supposed to
be down in the Palisades to meet with her but it wasn't until 11:00 and I
decided to continue to do what I would normally do and I went to a coffee shop
that I don't normally do and the impulse was to go there because I wasn't to do
my morning pages alone and I sat down and I started writing reading what I was
doing writing and this young Italian guy came up and it's like hey is anyone
sitting here and I said no and he says hey I said I said yes he says would you
like a coffee and I said no thank you and as he went away to get his coffee I
felt that nudge to put my book down into you know just at least be in that moment
and not have my blinders on and they didn't come up here to tell you this
whole story but what I that's why we asked you up here okay for me it's about
the self correcting along the way of all the mistakes that continue to make that
aren't mistakes that are mistakes because I am judging myself say that in
a different way it's about being present in the moment to the dominance of the
vibrations so that your timing is good timing yeah because it's about timing
isn't it oh and so when you think about it we haven't said this today but it's
an important thing to say your inner being knows where you stand in terms of
your physical beliefs manifestations in relationship to the vortex version and
your inner being knows what your resistance is and where it is and knows
how to guide you over and under and through it and around it providing I get
out of my own way well that's why we call it the path of least resistance
hear those words your inner being knows what's in your way and how to guide you
in a way that what's in your way won't be in your way that's why we call it the
path of least resistance who created the resistance you did who created the path
you did you ask for something you through resistance along the trail but
your inner beam isn't asking you to have a resistance free path your inner beam
says we know where you want to be we know what the conditions of the path are
we know where your roadblocks are we know where your mental blocks are if
you'll just chill a little we know how to guide you until the timing will burst
into your experience again and again and again until after a little while you
start not just knowing that it's going to turn out alright but enjoying the
craziness and the twists and turns of the path don't you love that and love it
I actually I love it so much so then what happened you put your things down
so I put my things down and just before I forget because what I wanted to ask
for some guidance for myself was where my emotions stir up and how I get you
know because it can be for me I can manifest I'm a great manifester but if
I'm angry and manifest like bad stuff just as fast
energy moves fast and the degree of your emotion is the indicator of that but get
on so so he left he when he came back I I put the book while I was reading for
he said oh what are you reading I put the book down I started to tell him
about it and I had just come from Italy as well so I asked him about I said that
you sound Italian I asked him a little bit about that and then there was this
thought of what what are you doing here and he said he was a producer and in my
mind I felt like it was again by inspired and I said this is an odd
question but I he was also a producer and I said you happen to know a good
immigration lawyer and it's a long story about how it all came to be actually
it's not a long story but ultimately I followed that impulse and I called that
person and I refused to let myself get in the way I wanted to have a different
experience and it did take a long time and I did have some they weren't full
rejections but I needed to kind of qualify a bit more but I had the same of
these I'm pretty sure that this gentleman had but as a producer and I
just kept playing with it every time I go to fear I would say so far I know you
haven't brought me this far I didn't make any plans to go anywhere I just I
wanted to always and I continued to interrupt myself if I had a thought a
negative thought that was spiraling so if you had to assess the balance of your
vibration through the awareness of your emotions would you say that you were
focused more often more predominantly on your desire or on your concern about
things what was the dominant I think it was desire because anytime I had a
concern I knew enough about the law of attraction and the things that I had
manifest that that it was Danger Danger Danger so you made sure that it was your
desire yeah because it was that important it mattered to you to tend to
your vibration so when something really matters
your emotions are stronger indicators and when you let your emotions be the
valuable and strong indicators that they can be then you can incremental e-guide
yourself to stand it in the place where circumstances and
fold and impulses come so we have a question for you would you rather that a
sort of miracle happened and unbeknownst to you doors opened for you or do you
like being in on the process I love being in another process love it you say
the joy is in the journey but you don't mean it
when we say the joy is in the journey this is what we mean it is so joyful to
want something that I don't have and recognize that I'm not in a vibrational
place of getting it and then do something about that and get it that is
true empowerment and if you do it once or twice on things that don't even
matter very much then you can do it on anything even the things that matter
very much but you've just got to teach yourself what your own balance is yes
yes yes and in those the connecting of the dots I have a circle of friends that
keeps growing and they just kind of come in and go and and remain but they either
practice Abraham or they practice it without really following let's say
Esther you don't have to know the specifics of what we know but this is
required you have to want to feel good and keep moving toward that and you have
to not be willing to give in to what doesn't feel good you can't look at a
world where so much doesn't feel good and then just join them because there's
so many of them they must be right there's so many of them that don't feel
good they must be right I'll go with them no they're not right they just
don't feel good where I find that I'm at now I love all this evidence I continue
to connect the dots I still have for the most part great days but I have found
especially just over the holidays being very reactive and very defensive you've
brought us full circle to the conversation that we really wanted to
have with all of you because we started out by saying that there's only
attraction and Esther acknowledging as she got something from someone that she
didn't want and then she reminded herself there's
only attraction so why am I getting this from this person why am I getting this
and the conclusion that she came to is I have somehow made that person feel
defensive not with my words all I've been walking on eggs not with my words
but with my vibration I wasn't coming from love I wouldn't have admitted it
and not coming from love they felt defensive and then I reacted to their
defense eveness then they reacted to my defense sickness and now we're off to
the races
Familia mm-hmm we love the two words that you brought
here right to this important place I don't want to be in my physical body and
be a reactor I don't want to react I want to get up in the morning in tune
with Who I am care about being in tune with Who I am
milk it encourage it do whatever it takes to stay in tune with Who I am so
that what I am presenting to the world is a vibration that when lava traction
reflects back to me what I'm reflecting out I won't feel defensive because I'm
not getting something that I don't want what would make you more defensive than
to want something and get something else you know what you assume you zoom you're
doing it to me because you other person or other situation or whatever
I think I'm reacting to you but I'm not I'm reacting to what I'm evoking from
you and the reason I'm evoking it from you is because I'm attracting it from
you and the reason I'm attracting it from you is because I'm emitting it from
me did you stay up with that yes you did good for you the only thing that you are
ever reacting to is the results of your own vibrational output and if you keep
finding yourself reacting then you might want to say oh maybe I could do
something about the output that I'm outputting because you got complete
control over that can you feel yourself beginning to be back in your own dry
receipt and are you willing to let all of them off the hook and you want to say
to someone the next person who is defending themselves to you do you want
to say I didn't mean to make you defensive I'm sorry I was pretending I
love you with my words but I don't think I'm really loving you I think I was
expecting negatively from you and now that I'm getting this from you I'm
pretty sure because I've created this you didn't and they're gonna go man whoo
I don't feel a need to be defensive anymore because you just took away all
my reason to feel defensive because you're not playing offense you're not
projecting something that's attracting something from me this is big friends
you're on the brink of getting it and now with tooted over really well best
conversations ever in all of the universe today
now that we've chewed it over your own personal life experiences are going to
reflect back to you what you now understand and it just gets better and
better I wanted to add just two things so that was like literally twelve hours
of my allowing accepting and lining up too and just letting go of everything I
I met this person and she was indeed the lawyer that I used and later I didn't
know who he was I never saw him again months later after I was in the process
with her and my memory is not serving me right now if it was six months later or
a year later I remember launching that rocket of desire I would love to run
into him again and thank him and then I just let it go and sure enough I was
driving along Pico one day and I had an impulse to go into Office Depot or
staples or whatever and I pull in because I knew I needed something and I
parked in the parking lot and I couldn't remember what it was that I needed and
then I got distracted with texting for about 15 or 20 minutes put it away I'm
like oh I'm wasting time now I remember what I needed I went in I came back down
I'm walking to my car and a gentleman is walking this way he just pulled it and
walked over and it was him and I literally printed across the parking lot
and said hey you you you and he looked at me
I said you told me which lawyer he says oh yes I remember you we stayed in
contact through social media and he it was really funny how four years later
because he did not use her as a lawyer and didn't want to when he was doing
that he had an issue with his immigration years later he reconnected
and I was able to provide some information from one of the other ones
through one of my visas but it's just so interesting when you're open and you
played that game and you follow the impulses and you trust however it's
looking it's all working out for you a lot of words here and you did a pretty
good job of following this scenario and the thing that we want to call your
attention to the most important thing that was presented here was I had an
intention and I received an impulse that seemingly had nothing to do with that
intent so I followed that impulse and the
impulse wasn't even strong enough that I remembered what the impulse was because
I couldn't even remember why I was over there I just knew that I'd come for a
reason and then something else happened that caused me a time delay because the
reason I was there was for the rendezvous that I asked for and the
universe knew in this vast universe way in which I live where he was where I was
and what it was going to take to get us to rendezvous and it's true of all
things for all of you every time there is so much love here for you and for now
we are people
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