Good morning
Christophe Dubau.
You have a very dramatic
question.
I will try to answer it.
At 57 or 58 years old
you ask me:
"why
didn't I find
great love?"
It seems a little
sad, right?
It's like if you told me:
"I have lived my whole life
without finding
the love of my life,
my ideal partner."
But I can tell you that at 57
years old
you are a youngster for me.
I'm going to be 90
and I found the love of my life, who is
filming me right now,
Pascalita, Pascale,
I found her at 74 years old
and I finally knew
the happiness
of that great love that you write with a capital letter: Love,
thinking you will never find it,
because you don't ask me: "why can't I find
great love?",
But you ask me: "why didn't I find great love?"
It's like if you asked me:
"why didn't I find my cat?"
If I asked you: "why didn't I find my cat?"
And look who's here:
it's my cat.
It's a female kitty.
It's called Dulce,
you see?
But if I
stop looking at her and I look up,
I'm going to say I didn't find it.
Maybe this tarot is going to consist
in making you look down
so that you can see that great love is waiting for you.
Well, you asked for
number 19, first of all.
3 numbers:
you asked for number 19
and I will show it to you: here's number 19,
isn't it?
You asked for number 1.
Have patience. With patience
and perseverance
everything happens.
You asked for number 1
and you asked for number 14.
Leave, beautiful, leave.
Leave.
You asked for number 14.
Well,
notice that here
there's the sun.
If there's something that characterises
great love,
it's the sun.
How does this great love appear?
Well,
these drops here, these drops,
are not falling down;
they are going up.
this means that
great love starts, first and foremost,
with a great love for life,
you see?
And life is the sun.
That's...
That's what holds this world together.
The inner God, let's call it like that.
People childishly call God
that immense, incredible, unthinkable,
creative force.
Then,
before great love starts,
one has to discover love of life.
Because
who do you search for
if you search for your ideal partner?
If you have nothing inside you,
if...
if you haven't solved that,
what are you going to give her?
A being that loves or that wants to love
keeps searching for its perfection
in order to be a gift for its significant other one day,
in order to give her the best
of oneself.
Well.
And then
you have a life, you see?
But you establish...
Come over here, Pascalita.
You establish a small wall, you see?
A small wall that says:
"now
I'm willing
to free myself from my past.
If at 58 years old I haven't loved yet
it's because my past encloses me
and keeps me from finding love.
Then I put a wall.
That's enough!"
This old suffering that must...
that must come from your parents,
your grand-parents
and your great-grandparents.
It's that tree,
that lovingly dissatisfied tree
that made you
lovingly dissatisfied.
And then
you find
the being... You see? There's a being here:
one and two.
But notice
that one of them,
in this case it's you; you are on this side
because its your right.
You are here protecting the other one
and helping him go through
all the blows of life, you see?
You help him.
But the other person is also completely devoted to you,
and while you help the person,
the person supports you.
Then
one is not one anymore;
one is two,
but two that are one
and that are willing
to create whatever has to be created,
you see?
And then
you establish that this is what you want.
And then you've got card number 1,
which is the "bateleur".
Notice that his table has three legs.
Three legs.
Because the fourth leg
is in the future world.
Namely
the table is in the making,
which means that you are still evolving,
you see? There's a part of you that you haven't found.
Maybe
at 58 years old you have developed a good health,
you have developed good thoughts,
you have developed a...
a good sexuality,
but emotionally the leg of the emotional table is missing,
the...
the fact of being lovingly devoted, that's missing.
And you've got all the possibilities on your table.
But look:
the sun...
Follow my finger, Pascale.
I will make a move to move on to the other card.
The sun that you want
and that you say you don't have,
you have it in your hand.
You don't see it
because it seems small to you. This immense love you have seems small to you.
But you have it
and you have the power to awaken it.
That's the power.
You have it.
The power of unity.
You have two little spheres here:
the unity
between your body and your spirit.
You make spirit and matter become one.
You don't move away,
you see?
the mysterious side of life,
the mystical side of life,
the magic side of life,
the dreamer side of life.
There it is
with your
extreme material nature, your extreme logic and whatever.
And then
you end in number 14,
which is,
childishly speaking,
your guardian angel,
and that is telling you what I'm telling you.
It has two pitchers
that are connecting life:
a pitcher that is above and a pitcher that is below;
the spiritual pitcher
with the material pitcher.
Spirit
goes towards matter,
matter goes towards spirit.
And these two
pitchers are in your power wand.
This means
to create that unity in you,
you see?
Then
that unity,
the
immense life
that I feel inside me,
that immense lake or ocean
of energy I had at your age,
that great ideal,
right?
All that you connect with your...
with your...
disappointment,
with what you think is disappointment,
which is the emptiness,
the silence you have
under the words, don't you?
The calm
that is
under your body movements, isn't it?
The
indifference of satisfaction
that you have
under your sexual creativity, don't you?
That is to say the not to be
and the to be together,
that's what you do.
And you'll be the...
the fantastic gift
for a being who is looking for you.
Let's see if it's true.
I shuffle the cards
and I pull out 19 cards.
I mean, I look for card number 19.
1, 2,
3, 4,
5, 6,
7, 8, 9, 10,
11, 12,
13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19!
Card number 1,
14: 1, 2, 3,
4, 5, 6,
7, 8, 9, 10,
11,
12, 13, 14.
That's it.
Let's see what...
what's positive in that!
Even if you get arcane 13,
it will be positive.
Arcane 13, which...
which is a skeleton that is clearing everything out,
deep down,
is the card of change.
Here you've got, with the sun...
It's marvelous!
Look.
Look.
Look.
In tarot
number 10 matches...
matches number 1,
number 12 matches number 2,
number 13 matches number 3,
number 16 matches number 6,
number 19 matches number 9...
Namely it tells you
clearly:
"you see this perfection,
this wisdom, this marvellous life that you have
very far from you."
And it's telling you:
"you have it, you have it in your hand.
Look at that lamp
full of your blood,
isn't it?
As full of your blood as that walking stick,
which is your sexual creative force.
It's...
It's the light!
You have the light!
But you have a human light.
Don't aspire to be a God
and don't think that being a God is perfection.
Being a human like you
is perfection,
and you already have that wisdom."
And now
the magician, who is searching,
who says: "what do I do?"
Look: he has it all.
The magician has the star, so...
so the pitchers
that number 14 has,
mixing,
totally going inside you,
aren't they?
Going inside you.
Your material nature and your spiritual nature
pour here.
It's what I've been telling you from the start.
They pour in the world.
The star
is naked.
She lives her truth.
She has cleansed herself from her past and from her clothes,
and she lives.
Notice that
this blue river
you want to cross,
don't you? The blue river, the river...
the river of society,
the river of...
of the genealogical tree,
isn't it?
The problems of life...
You cross it accompanied by someone.
Here
she is pouring
all her energy
into that vital river.
Because the Earth is yours,
the Planet is yours,
humanity is yours.
If you don't give humanity
what you have,
how could you...
how could you love?
I mean, to love is to unite with everything,
to unite with life.
And here the star
is telling you: "unite with life
and you will find me.
I'm in you; I'm your soul.
And if you discover me in you,
your...
your beautiful soul that...
that is connected to the cosmos
and to the Planet,
and to life,
that beautiful soul
will incarnate itself into a person who'll go get you."
And now on the angel who is giving it all out,
look
at the pitchers.
On the angel
you see yourself giving it all
to yourself as a great final effort.
And tarot is telling you: "no,
don't give it all to yourself;
give it all out to the world; give it all out to the others.
Someone who does things
only because he wants
to succeed in life,
for his own,
or her own success,
well,
doesn't make a work that will actually
live on
in the history of mankind.
Someone who creates a work
with humanity,
for
other people,
who doesn't want anything
for him that isn't also for others.
Nothing for me
that isn't also for others.
I repeat:
Nothing for me
that isn't also for others.
Nothing for me
that isn't also for the other
who is searching for me.
It doesn't happen, you see?
So you discover this.
And which card
matches your guardian angel?
Nothing less
than the emperor, you see?
The emperor.
The emperor
is already fulfilled,
he's sitting,
he's incubating this eagle.
Pascalita, come closer
to the eagle
so that he can see that the eagle has an egg under it,
the eagle.
You see? Can you see it?
The eagle is feminine,
namely
your feminine side that you are looking for, that eagle,
that is going to fly to the cosmos,
you have it.
And the emperor is sure he has it
and the two of them are one.
Here there's no emperor and eagle;
here there's only one thing,
here.
And he has the sceptre.
The sceptre:
his own axis.
He knows himself.
He knows that
he has the empress's call.
Let's play a game.
II will shuffle the cards
one time, three times.
2
and 3.
Let's see how long does it take
for you to get the empress.
First of all
you get
the...
the...
the immense memory of your mother.
It's the first thing you get
and she's the woman you've been waiting for.
You inner child is waiting for his lost mother.
He's waiting for her.
Or for the mother he didn't have, the mother he wanted.
After that
the Pope.
He is married with his mom.
Strength.
He is waiting for a woman with an infinite mentality
who can give him...
and...
and who has the huge strength
of leading
her own life.
He wants a woman as strong has his own mother.
He wants a woman like his ultimate mother:
the soul of the world,
you see?
That's what he wants.
Imagine.
He wants to have
a happy birth.
You probably didn't have a happy birth,
and that's why you are looking for a woman
who can gestate you
and who can birth you
as you are.
You've got the moon. Look how tarot is confirming it to you!
You've got the moon, which...
which is the ideal, the mythical image of the mother.
And, of course, you've got arcane 13,
that tells you...
It's the ultimate change.
"You have to clear out
that world created by...
by your inner child.
He's not guilty. He created it.
You have to tell him: "enough.
Now you will grow up
and you will accept me.
I run this universe,
you follow me, child of mine.
I stop following you."
And you walk your path free.
You leave everything behind and you go.
Notice
that arcane 13 is going forward.
It's the skeleton
of the fool.
When aracane 13,
the decision of an absolute life change, will start walking,
you
will have little papers,
stickable ones, stickers. Some will say "yes"
and others will say "no."
You'll go through your home
and you will stick a "yes" or a "no" on everything:
on objects, on cards,
on books,
on furniture,
on clothes...
And once you've labelled your whole...
your whole home with yeses and noes,
you will put all the noes
on a sort of pile on the street
so that the neighborhoods can take it.
You will get rid of that.
Now love comes, you see?
If you do that
the lover comes.
The lover is this sun that is telling you
from the start: "love is inside you."
And the lover
is renewed every day,
but it's the same sun.
That's what you find with the change.
And then
comes the empress!
That's it.
You see, the tarot gave you the whole way.
I swear I haven't prepared these cards.
You got them by absolute
chance.
Everything has to do with your mother.
Number 8: the perfect woman.
Number 5: the marriage with the mother,
the spiritual Pope that marries them,
religion.
The strong woman who leads you:
number 11.
Number 21: the card of fulfillment
or the card of birth.
The gestating mother.
Number 19, I mean number 18:
the moon.
It's the mythical mother,
the one that accompanies us since the beginning of human history.
Number 13: the absolute change.
Number 14: total freedom.
Wait, number 13... I made a mistake. I get carried away.
Number 13: the absolute change.
The "mat",
that has no name,
no number:
total freedom.
And then comes
the lover,
on which... look closely at the trio
under the sun.
Your mother is telling you: "goodbye, my little boy.
You're all grown up now.
Now you will find
an adult like you.
You will find the person
that suits you.
And the person
appears,
and the alchemical wedding
is celebrated.
One has the masculine eagle
and the other has the feminine eagle:
the ideal androgyne.
Here it is.
I loved reading you this tarot.
Thank you very much
for having contributed
to the making of my movie
Endless Poetry.
Goodbye poet.
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