I'm currently wearing a t-shirt. I guess you could say it's a business write-off cringe all you want
But I'm pretty proud of that joke, okay
What person laughs okay
Hi
Hello, so we're gonna be talking about something that I did on social media that I am very shocked that I did
I'm gonna give you a little bit of a history
but basically all throughout my upbringing I always wore one-piece bathing suits because I
Just was very self-conscious and I was self-conscious of everything
I did and particularly the way I looked I had very clean-cut friends and I was very clean-cut
I mean, we know we know I'm a wholesome being wearing a Disney shirt
My apartment is rainbow and one time I cried because my friend found out I play Pokemon
I'm soft. Okay, there's no pretending. I'm cooler than I am. All right. We got that out there. My people know you Stan
Basically, I was were wooden piece bathing suits my whole life and I felt incredibly self-conscious
I thought because I was you know a clean-cut
Person and I was very innocent that it would be weird
If I wore bikini this year of really acknowledged that that is absolutely not the case. Oh also I wanted to say hello
Can we get this video to 20,000 likes if you're proud of me? I can't think of any reasons
Normally, I have like some cool like gold but that's it. I'm a simple gal. Yeah
Yes, that's so promo. I'm so proud of myself had to get that out of the way the typical youtuber stuff
So essentially I thought that the way I acted had to define the way presented myself
Physically, which absolutely doesn't have to be the case on my Instagram if you scroll back. I don't really post
Bikini photos anything like that? Cuz I don't take them and also I just don't enjoy going to the beach. Is that me?
I don't know
For me personally, I'd rather stay inside and like watch a TV show each year
I think I just like enjoy being a little bit more in solitude in my free time
But this year have been really challenging that whole mindset I haven't changed your girls still innocent
She still goes to sleep at 9:00 p.m
But the way of you my body it's so different before I took these photos
I had kind of been challenging in my mind this like preset thought of just how your body is
Sexualized and showing things that you know, you're not used to and revealing a little bit
It's you trying to attract someone and get someone's attention and that's not classy brought on quote
That's something that a lot of us are taught at a young age. And I realized that is totally not not true
My body is for me and if I'm shown a little bit of it off
It's for me at the end of the day your body is yours. You're the one that wakes up with it every morning
You're the one that has to take care of it feeds it
Whatever, you're the closest person with your body and it's so personal to you opt Jessie from the future
I just everything I do is soft it. So be self kissing
I'm gonna bite photos of puppies on the screen again, just because you guys really appreciate it that lasts. Thank you
I wanted to make this statement even though you guys already know this like, you know
It's already assumed you already know this but just wanted to say it just in case but obviously I'm 19. I'm a legal adult
Even though I act like I'm 4 but it's okay cuz I'm cute. It really didn't slide
obviously the things I can do were different and
But I think this conversation is relevant
No matter what your age is even like when I was nine years old and my friends were wearing one pieces
I was like am I allowed to wear a bikini or in high school? I never posted any photos of
Myself in a bathing suit, even though I always went down to the beach
Actually, that was like once a year, okay
Anyways, just want to throw that out there. You already know this and Wow, I love this video so far
Yay, you better watch until the end
Okay, come on. I put puppies in the video
You have to self in a bikini just for you because your body's personal and it's yours
Posting that photo most of the time has nothing to do with any other human being and for me personally
it was a journey of
self-confidence and getting the power to post a photo like that because I was so nervous and
Okay now on to what happened?
So I took these photos in a bathtub but roses all in the bathtub
and then this was a common question people were like
Wearables I had stickers on
And they're nude. So it kind of looked a little weird
But it was hot in my opinion and I'd never call myself hot or at least growing up. I didn't this year
I've been like practicing kind of just being like yeah, you're hot
Another thing is we're always trained to you know, like that person's hot that person's hot
It's like what about you know feeling hot for yourself? It doesn't make you narcissistic at all. I am definitely not narcissistic
narcissism is believing you're above other people but
Confidence is just feeling great and the way you look and not gonna lie as much as social media might portray it I am still
not at the level of confidence of
Love to be yet
But this photo shoot was such a big stepping stone for me
A little bit of that area my chest hurt lack of yes
we all know a lot of you were like, where are they and like
No, does it matter?
And actually the day I decided to post that. It happened to be World Mental Health Day
So I just kind of gave a lot of my knowledge about mental health and then talked about taking initiative for your own mental health
I was feeling hella nervous to post this and was going to discuss that but I wanted to generalize the
conversation for all of you
I use my channel to bring awareness to mental health related topics and wanted to talk about hashtag World Mental Health Day for my people
I want you all to know that awareness is always important every day
Prioritizing mental health is something everyone can have the right to if you don't have a mental illness
It doesn't mean that can't be prioritized. Also mental illness is not an aesthetic or something to be glamorized
It's ugly and unkind. It's not something you wish upon anyone anyone. It's not a look or an age. You never know
What someone is going through that's why sending love and kindness
Important and appreciate it, even when the world isn't kind to you. Another thing. I wouldn't long read
If you've acknowledged you have a mental illness and have gotten assistance. That's not weakness. That's strength
It's never too late
if you're one of those individuals
I want you to let yourself be proud today and every day we must respect our triggers for me
I'm insanely self-critical and it's beneficial for me to not let my comments consume my thoughts
I'm going to post this photo where I feel beautiful and radiant for myself
Then I'm going to give myself space which I kind of didn't do
I love you all. So insanely much I said you like love and the best always we're an incredible fandom
So cute more than cute. That was great. I'm really proud of that. However, because I never posted something like that
I didn't do what I wanted to do
And I didn't take that time for my mental health
And I wanted to see how people reacted and I realized after I posted that photo I lost
1,000 Instagram followers which isn't a lot in the grand scheme of things. Like I wasn't like, oh my god, my career is dead
No, I like to think it's a lie
First off every single person in the comments agreed like it was so incredibly nice. I would really almost cried reading the comment
I'm proud. I'm a proud father in this household. It's a weird household really colorful
That's why I was so confused by all the people that have followed I think they're like the people that probably aren't that's dedicated
I guess and maybe only found me on Instagram from like explore page
like don't watch my videos whatever it is and weren't really used to I guess this type of content and I
Then posted on my trash and posted another photo from this set, I guess
And I stated when I posted his photo set I lost 1,000 followers a photo
I was insanely terrified but proud of those are 1,000 people that probably didn't even bother to read the caption to understand society trains their
Eyes to believe photos like this are inappropriate. I truly believe this photo is the opposite the human body isn't always sexual
It's personal you spend the most time with yourself
Embrace it. Basically what I started the video off stating love your body. Don't hide from it
Love to all of you always also gonna start tagging fan accounts my pics
Do I did that
Anyways, you get what I'm saying here absolutely loved it like the response was so so so so nice I put them on Twitter
Too and everyone really liked it
I think there's something so beautiful about just admitting you're vulnerable and challenging that omitting where your weaknesses are and
Totally attacking the áthis so that's really cool
And another thing I just want to explore is you know, you take care of your body
Hopefully you should and you know, if you do be proud of that
you're allowed to show off the way you look and also your body doesn't define what you can wear and
What photos you can take? So no matter what you look like
If you want to take those photos
you can at the end of the day the most important thing I want you to know is that your body is yours and
It's personal. It's no one else's it's a powerful statement. And obviously so many different aspects is in now
Don't let anyone take advantage of you etcetera
And we tend to be incredibly critical of our bodies because of what we think other people expect them to look like
But maybe just enjoy the way your body looks for
You just know it's out of your control and embrace the way look for yourself for no one else that's freaking awesome
Your body is personal your journey with your body is personal and it's yours
Take possession of it and know that you can do things with your body with the intentions of bettering yourself
It doesn't ever have to be with other people. I just think in society
We tend to think our bodies just have to do so much with other people, but that is absolutely for you
Take care of yourself protect yourself. Love yourself for yourself
That was sick, yes you go Jesse. This is a whole new type of video
That was a read it so long the same guidelines of what I talk about
you know with mental health and so on but it was totally different and it was just way more confident of a
Delivery and it was really cool. Ok. Love you. I'm gonna feature my people on the screen
I love your pages as well as your posts. Thank you. We love this fandom
I've started tagging all of you guys and all my Instagram posts, and I hope you've been appreciating it. Ok. Bye
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