Waching daily Nov 3 2018

MICHELLE WILLIAMS: Chad and I have been magical.

I was on cloud nine.

But our wedding plans were interrupted

when I had a depressive episode and checked

myself into a mental health treatment facility for a week.

Still engaged, but we don't have a wedding date.

This is the first day that I am going out in public really

since I've been out of the hospital,

because, first of all, I know I've lost a lot of weight.

And I just feel weird.

I would have been OK being out in public

if my business wasn't exposed.

I've been very open about mental health

for the past couple of years.

But unfortunately, my hospital stay was made public,

totally against what I wanted.

But since it was out there, I'm ready to be more open about it.

I just want to get well and, you know, I got my hair done.

That was the first thing I did when I got out of the hospital.

I have been dealing with depression probably since I

was about seventh grade.

What led to the recent episode of depression,

I mean a huge transition.

I'm engaged.

And it's like, the thing that some women want, I have.

And I'm sad, not because of anything

going on in my relationship with Chad-- he has been amazing.

He's been committed.

He's been the best man that I know.

Dealing with depression, you find that some of it

is a chemical imbalance.

And when things are out of whack,

sometimes you need medication to help get you through.