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Hello I'm Cecelia Louie of Paper Zen. Do you want to shield your precious

quilling as you hand deliver a greeting card then I have a simple solution for

you in the past I've simply used an extra large envelope letting the excess

size accommodate the bulk of cooling strips the bulk was not great but it got

the job done fast I did worry about squishing more fragile quilling designs

though because obviously the envelope is touching my quilling as it's going in

and out I've also purchased sturdy boxes

designed for jewelry to offer great protection for mailing you can watch the

video I made about it here it was certainly more expensive to buy those

boxes and I'd certainly do it for a special occasion like a wedding or for

mailing but I had to buy several of them at a time from the store that I don't

visit often which meant they sat in my closet taking up storage space so

imagine having a quick envelope on hand that completely surrounds your quilling

with a puff of air I'm talking about a simple pillow box which looks just as it

sounds it has minimal gluing and tabs making assembly quick and easy the

curved side flaps automatically force the paper away from your quilling making

sure nothing is touching it since I'm making a series of smaller cards showing

how to quill lowercase letters this is the perfect time to introduce this free

template to you for your projects this template is customized to fit a four and

a quarter inch by five and a half inch card which is exactly a quarter of a

letter size sheet of cardstock you can download two templates one is saved as a

PDF for hand cutting or there's also an SVG file that's great for electric

cutting machines such as the Cricut Explorer or a silhouette with your

applicable software so all you have to do is score along the dotted lines and

if you're cutting by hand you can use a dried up pen or a scoring tool then you

cut along the solid lines always pre fold your score lines to make it easier

on yourself later apply glue along this tab and then you can glue the

box together pull down one side it doesn't matter which one you do first

slide your card in and fold the upside down all the flaps are notched so it's

easy to open if you enjoyed this video and if you enjoyed this pattern I hope

you'll mention something in the comment tell me if it ends up helping you in

your projects please give me a thumbs up and I'll see you next time

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Lewis Hamilton: Max Verstappen and Sebastian Vettel threats assessed for 2019 F1 title - Duration: 7:46.

Lewis Hamilton: Max Verstappen and Sebastian Vettel threats assessed for 2019 F1 title The Brit picked up his fifth career title, and his fourth in the last five seasons, at the Mexico Grand Prix last weekend to see off the challenge of Vettel.

Though Mercedes have had the fastest car at less than half of the races this season, Hamilton's sensational performances - and the errors of Vettel and Ferrari - have seen him snap up another crown with two races to spare. Conversation has already turned to how many more wins Hamilton can accrue, having joined Juan Manuel Fangio on five with only record-holder Michael Schumacher - with seven - ahead of him.

Vettel himself even declared after Hamilton's fourth-placed finish in Mexico City sealed another triumph: "I mainly congratulated him and asked him to keep pushing for next year and said I'll do my best to fight him again." And BBC F1 pundit Jolyon Palmer thinks Ferrari's signing of Charles Leclerc will elevate Vettel's drive, and believes Verstappen could also enter the fray. "Potentially the most significant threat to Hamilton comes from the old enemy," Palmer. "Charles Leclerc joins Ferrari, replacing [Kimi] Raikkonen, and he possesses huge talent.

"His signing should force Vettel to find another gear for next year. Leclerc will be hungry for success and nipping at the heels of the established drivers immediately, as he seeks to make his mark. "For Ferrari it's exactly what they need if they are to topple Hamilton next year. A new, exciting driver to get in amongst the action. "Leclerc's rookie season has been super impressive, including his drive to seventh on Sunday.

"If Leclerc can continue in that form then he can pressure Vettel, or maybe even mount a championship challenge himself if Ferrari can provide the two of them with a car at least as good as this one." Palmer thinks that if Dutchman Verstappen - who won in Mexico - can iron out the wrinkles of his racing craft and be provided with a reliable car then he can be a danger to Hamilton too. "In terms of outright speed, he might be the closest to Hamilton," the former Renault driver added.  "His pace is ferocious, and if he can manage to consistently temper the aggression he showed earlier in the season, which too often got him in to trouble, then he could be a serious threat to Hamilton.

"Verstappen showed how dangerous he can be in Mexico, dominating the entire weekend, albeit pipped to pole by team-mate Daniel Ricciardo. It was about the only lap Ricciardo was quicker than Verstappen all weekend. "Verstappen's race was also exemplary, defending well against Hamilton at the first corner before showing very strong pace, tyre management and race management to cruise home to a comfortable win.

"The Red Bull car is his only obstacle to a championship bid for next year, particularly its engine. But with a switch from Renault to Honda next year, there is much optimism within the team.  "Honda have made great progress over the past few years and seem now to have a better engine than Renault."  Related articles: Lewis Hamilton: Mercedes ace drops retirement hint, talks Schumacher aim after fifth title. The Mercedes star won the fifth title of his illustrious career last Sunday in Mexico with a fourth-placed finish enough to mathematically ensure the championship having battled with Ferrari's Sebastian Vettel for the crown.

Only Michael Schumacher has more triumphs than Hamilton now, the iconic German having claimed seven - including five in a row for Ferrari. Hamilton has two years left in F1 on his current contract with the Silver Arrows and given his incredible current form he could opt to stay on after that even though he is due to turn 34 in January. The back-to-back world champion recently admitted to being inspired by Kimi Raikkonen, who will leave Ferrari at the end of the season to join Sauber and continue his career on the grid until at least the age of 41. But he also admitted he does not aim to race as long as the Finn, saying: "I'm really happy for Kimi - he gave me a lot of confidence.

I won't go to his age!"  And opening up on his plans for the future as he hopes to catch Schumacher for titles, race wins and podium finishes, Hamilton insists he will only call it a day once he loses his motivation and determination to race - or if his body begins to let up before then. "If you could see how tough it was for us in the beginning - even this year, still fighting those obstacles and still coming stronger and stronger each year - I feel like I'm still driving with that fierce fire I had when I was eight years old," he told reporters. "So I'll keep going until that goes. Which I don't think is ever going to go, but my body will probably run out at some stage.  "I've still got things to achieve, still so many targets, so many things ahead.

"The way I have always approached it is to be really thankful for the ones you have. Whether I have the chance to win more, who knows? But I am going to give it everything to do so. "I am here for a few more years, so I am hoping I can at least get close." BBC Sport F1 pundit Jolyon Palmer does not expect age to have any major impact on Hamilton's performance in the years to come.  "Hamilton turns 34 in January.

That is the sort of age at which drivers traditionally move towards the twilight of their careers," he wrote in reflecting on the Brit's title win in Mexico.  "[Fernando] Alonso is retiring at the end of the season at 37 years old, and Jenson Button was 36 when he retired at the end of 2016. "Raikkonen bucks that trend, though, and his move to Sauber next year means he will still be driving at 41. With Hamilton's current form, it doesn't look as though age is any problem for him.

"In 2018, he's had his best year of his career to date. He's been unbelievably quick, decisive in his overtaking, and has made so few mistakes. "Whether he can get to Schumacher's record of seven world titles or even beyond will depend largely on his motivation, because his talent is unquestionable and his team are proven winners.".

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Best Online Help for Agoraphobia - Online Mindfulness Therapy - Duration: 6:43.

Welcome.

My name is Peter Strong.

I'm a professional therapist and I offer online therapy via Skype for a variety of emotional

and psychological problems that don't require medical treatment, such as anxiety and depression

and also agoraphobia.

So I offer online help for agoraphobia via Skype.

And this of course is very convenient for many people who are suffering from agoraphobia,

because it's so difficult to leave home.

So during these online therapy sessions I will teach you how to work with your anxiety

and panic attacks using the well tested techniques of Mindfulness Therapy.

Mindfulness therapy is a form of psychotherapy that is very effective and very popular these

days because it focuses on helping you learn practical ways of working with your anxiety

and reducing your anxiety and eliminating your anxiety.

Mindfulness teaches you practical methods to do this, and during our online therapy

sessions I will teach you how to work with your anxiety using these techniques.

The basic most important part of getting over agoraphobia is to really take it on as a challenge

rather than recoiling from your anxiety with fear.

So fear of fear of course makes things worse.

Trying to avoid fear makes things worse.

But facing your fear is what will leads to success.

However, facing your fear has to be done in a very strategic and careful and measured

way and that's what we explore during Mindfulness Therapy.

So you will set yourself up a series of challenges that you can explore and develop each day

and prepare for these challenges using mindfulness meditation.

Basically, this is where you meditate on the challenge that you're about to do and look

for any anxiety that gets triggered, and then work on healing that anxiety, that very specific

anxiety in that specific context, by building a conscious and non-reactive relationship

with that anxiety.

That's what I mean by facing your fear.

It's not some general statement, that will not work.

That's of little value.

It's about facing the specific fear that is triggered in a specific situation.

For example, many people with agoraphobia find it very distressing when they try to

leave their house and walk down the street to a place where they can no longer see the

house.

That's very common.

There's also often a tremendous fear of having a panic attack away from the security of your

home.

These are examples of triggers, and in the mindfulness therapy approach we use these

triggers.

We actually will meditate on them and work specifically to help heal that particular

anxiety that is triggered in that situation.

And then we do the challenge.

And then we meditate after doing the challenge to again work with any anxiety that may have

arisen.

So this is a very strategic approach which I call mindfulness-based exposure therapy.

And if you do this consistently every day you will absolutely overcome your agoraphobia

or any other anxiety disorder.

The same approach works very well for OCD, for example.

If you'd like to learn more about this approach then please send me an email.

Ask any questions you have about online mindfulness therapy for agoraphobia and I'll be happy

to answer anything that you would like to explore with me.

When you're ready we can schedule the first Skype Therapy session with you and in that

therapy session we will get started straight away on developing some of these mindfulness-based

practices and develop a exposure challenge schedule for you to start your recovery process.

Most people see really quite outstanding results when they take this approach and typically

you should expect to see significant improvements after three or four weeks when you practice

in this way.

So if you'd like to learn more need to get started with me to overcome your agoraphobia

using mindfulness then please email me.

Thank you.

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Hi, I'm Ethan Handelman with FHFA.

You may have seen that FHFA recently introduced

a proposed rule for the Federal Home Loan Banks' affordable housing goals.

The proposed rule would lead the Federal Home Loan Banks to make affordable

housing part of their business plans for mortgage purchases by making the housing

goals meaningful for affordable housing and achievable for the Federal

Home Loan Banks. Just to be clear - this proposed rule is different from the

Federal Home Loan Bank AHP program final rule. This proposed rule is about single-family mortgage purchases.

Want to learn more? Please join me and my colleagues for a webinar about

the proposed rule, at 2 p.m. on Thursday November 8.

Register for the webinar at FHFA.gov

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10 Tips for Making a Better Oboe Reed - Duration: 12:35.

I

Need a new reed I always do

So if you play your bluh blah muh meh... yeah, yeah

Hi everybody, so today I want to share my top 10 read making tips

So this video is not a how-to for reedmaking

This one is for those of you who can make your own reads

But you're just not really happy with how they're turning out

everyone is gonna play a little bit differently and have different preferences for what they want their reeds to be like

So hopefully this just gives you ideas that you can play around with

And tricks that maybe you can incorporate into your own read making so that your reeds turn out much better every time

So my first tip has to do with how you

Tie a reed? I have a piece of shaped cane right here

and a lot of times

You're told to shave off

the very tip of it before you tie it if

That's not working for you. If you're having a lot of trouble getting your reed to tie

without any leaks then my advice would be to try to tie a read without scraping it at all or maybe

scraping it less

That might help

Have the edges seal off much better. Something to experiment with.

My next tip is to also make multiple reeds at a time

So I have three going right here three is basically the minimum I will make at a time

So that just it helps because not every reed is going to be perfect

So the more you have going then the more you have a chance of getting a good reed to play on

Also when tying your reed

Try to think about your tendencies. Do your reeds tend to come out super flat or they're always super sharp

My problem is my reeds are usually super flat

And by the time I cut them to where they are up to the pitch that I want them to be

Then they're just super short, or I can't get them high enough in pitch. So this reed right here is

actually over

75

millimeters and

that just gives me

Enough room once I cut it down closer to 70 millimeters, then it comes up to pitch for me

so just think about your tendencies how your reeds turn out and whether you need to adjust your initial tying length

Okay, next once you have your reed tied something that has really helped me a lot is to

blend the read

Before you actually scrape all the parts, so I'm going to show you on this one

right now the tip

Is blended or it's thinned

and now I'm going to show you how I blend between the tip and the

Back before I even actually put the back in place. Okay

So here I have the tip thinned already

And what I'm going to do is blend an area still avoiding the center where the spine is going to be

but I'm going to blend the area between the tip and the

Back before I even do the back

So this is where the next tip comes into play at this point, what's most important is for your reed to be responsive

So I'm going to test it

So it is making noise I'm gonna blend it a little bit more so the crow has more octaves in it

And I'm blending all the way up through the tip this time especially to make sure

it's seamless and you don't have

an abrupt change

you still want to preserve the heart don't want the heart to totally disappear, but it'll be more prominent too when we get to the back

Now, it's crowing much better I think this is a good place to leave it for now and now comes the next piece of advice

Let you read dry out multiple times during the process

So now that I have tied this and I have done the initial scraping that I want to do

It should dry out at least over one night. Okay, so this reed here has dried out overnight

It's been re-soaked and I have now added

The back to it

hopefully you can see that all the parts are there and now we just got to refine this down because it's still super long and

So it should be super flat still

So let's try this see where it is

So now that this Reed is in near its final stages I've clipped it some

And it's still a little flat but part of the problem is it feels really hard and stiff to play and it's very open

so one thing I'm gonna do is soften the spine a little bit, but it's hard to

Shave parts off of the reed without making it more flat when your reed is already a little bit flat

so I'm gonna show you how I do that and avoid

dropping the pitch

Drastically, but still soften the reed

So to make this Reed a little bit easier to play I'm gonna make this spine a little less prominent now

You don't want to mess with the spine too much because you need it to stay there cuz without it the reed fall completely limp

But because it's a little bit too hard and this reed is really open

What I'm gonna do is scrape just gently on either side of the spine. So the very center of it is still there

It's still a prominent feature of the Reed but it softened a little bit and it will make it easier for the Reed to play

And doing this mostly down by the base of the reed

Is where it will really help too

So just on either side right up against it but not right on top

Okay, I just did a little bit we'll start there see how it goes

Okay, now that I've soften the spine it should feel a little bit better feel a little bit closer to pitch

Hopefully and now at this point comes into play my next piece of advice

So now that the reed is getting much closer to being finished

What I want to do is to test it

For a more extended period of time so more than a few notes, more than a scale or two

And also especially what I like to do very near the end of reed making is to even work on whatever solo work I'm doing

Because playing a real piece as opposed to messing around and testing

Can be very different and the reed can respond differently to you in those situations

So that's how I like to test reeds near the end to really get a good idea of what they need

sticking keys...

So now I've been playing on this reed for a little while and I've been watching a tuner while I'm doing it

so I have a sense of

What notes are more flat than others although in general it's all very flat and a little stiff

Um, so I'm gonna soften this up just a tad work on the tip, but then at that point, even if it's not perfect

It's time to dry out again before I do any more on this

One of my last tips is to not over fiddle the reed so take your time

This involves the letting it dry out in between steps and also sometimes just sit with the reed for a while

Use it a few times

really think about where it is and what you want to change or if you want to change it and if it ends up that

The reed is working out for you better than you think sometimes so try not to over fiddle it think about each step very carefully

Also, lastly my final tip is to know your own

tendencies while playing

This is similar to what I was saying about tying the reed that will adjust to your own playing ability

but also

Involves how you leave the reed in its final stages so I can be a pretty tense, tight player

So I like to leave my reed

slightly too hard

Maybe even slightly a little bit flat for me because then after a few days of playing on it and then pinching it down

it softens and brings up the pitch just enough so that then it becomes

perfect for me. If I make it perfect right away then I tend to

Squeeze the reed to death and kill it and it's too flabby within a week

All right, everybody. That's everything

so thank you for watching comment down below if any of these helped you or if you have tips that have

Changed your reed making life. Let me know. I'm always trying to get better. That's everything. Thank you for watching.

I can't feel my face when I play you, and I don't like it

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UT President Fenves' Dallas Holocaust Museum "Hope for Humanity" Speech - Duration: 33:07.

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-: Well thank you everybody.

Thank you for being here tonight.

Well, to Regent Janiece Longoria,

thank you for your very kind words.

As a UT distinguished alumna,

your life and career reflect the core values

of our great university.

And as a UT System regent,

you are working to ensure that more Texas students

than ever before have access to the life-changing

educational opportunities at our universities.

And I thank you for your leadership,

and also for your friendship.

I'd also like to thank Senator Florence Shapiro

for her decades of service representing the people

of her hometown, here in Dallas,

(audience clapping) and her remarkable work

as chair of the Dallas Holocaust Museum.

And leading the effort to create the new Dallas Holocaust

and Human Rights Museum.

And to my friend, John Massey, what can I say?

You have been worked so hard,

you and Lib have worked so hard for supporting

this event for 10 months.

And as always, your commitment and your love

for the University of Texas inspires us all.

One more round of applause

(audience clapping) for John Massey.

And I'd like to thank tonight's dinner chairs,

Dawn and Todd Aaron, Lisa and Neil Goldberg,

Lisa and Steve Lieberman, and Elaine and Trevor Pearlman.

Let's give them all

another round of applause. (audience clapping)

And I'd like to thank all of you who were in that video.

What a fabulous introduction video.

But seriously, photographs from the 1970s should not

be shown in public. (audience laughing)

I also want to say how grateful I am to Mary Pat Higgins.

She came to my office almost a year ago

and invited me to be here and receive this award.

And to everybody at the Dallas Holocaust Museum

for presenting me with this award,

and for asking me to represent the University of Texas

at Austin this evening.

(audience clapping)

And Dallas knows how to turn out a crowd.

Look at this room.

So I'd like to thank every single person here tonight

for supporting the mission of the Dallas Holocaust Museum

and the Center for Education and Tolerance.

This is an incredible institution,

and your engagement and partnership enable it to thrive.

Let's give you all a big round

of applause, thank you. (audience clapping)

So here in Dallas,

we are many miles away from the countryside,

and the cities of Europe where the Holocaust took place.

More than 70 years have passed since the concentration camps

were liberated, and World War II ended.

But the lessons of the Holocaust are not constrained

by geography, or by time.

They are as resonant today as they have ever been.

My father's family was nearly destroyed

during the Holocaust.

But as a kid, I didn't know much about it.

My three siblings and I were raised in a home

filled with drawings on the walls.

Drawings of street scenes, of buildings,

cathedrals, rivers, canals.

And a few portraits.

They were made by my grandmother, Klara Gereb.

Because of her art, I felt, even at a young age,

that I knew Notre Dame and the Arc de Triomphe in Paris,

the Ponte Vecchio in Florence,

and the canals and the lagoon of Venice.

Her art transported me out of my small town,

out of America, across oceans.

I never met my grandmother Klara.

All I had was an ethereal impression

of what she looked like from her portrait.

I had her art.

That was all.

But as I got older,

I learned about her life and gained an understanding

of the depth of her talent and the generosity of her spirit.

Klara lived in Subotica, Yugoslavia,

near the border of Hungary.

She trained as a graphic artist, won prizes for her work,

and spent years traveling, studying,

and drawing throughout Europe in the 1920s.

She was independent and creative,

regarded as far ahead of her time.

Eventually, she returned to Subotica,

married my grandfather Louis,

the editor-in-chief of a widely circulated newspaper, Naplo.

And they had two children,

a daughter, Eszti, and a son, Steven, my dad.

My dad.

Well as you saw in the video,

last year I gave a speech in Houston

about my dad's story of survival during the Holocaust.

And that speech was the first time I told his story

in a public setting.

It's a story of resilience in the face of terror.

A story of bravery in the face of certain death.

A story that is a testament to my father's courage.

It's also a story about our nation.

A nation that fought evil,

liberated my dad and thousands of others,

and gave my family the opportunity

to build a new life in America.

So tonight, I will talk again about my dad's experiences

during the Holocaust.

Why?

Why do I tell his story again?

Why is it important?

When most people think of the Holocaust,

they think of a number.

Six million.

For the six million Jews who were killed.

They don't think of names.

And so, it's difficult to feel empathy or understanding.

Time has a way of numbing us to the pain of the past.

History has a way of condensing human life

into a remote series of dates and events.

Names and stories, however, have none of these shortcomings.

They can be clear, vivid, relatable for all time.

So that's why I tell his story again tonight.

In the 1930s,

the Fenves family was an established,

in Subotica.

They were well-educated, well-respected,

hard-working, and prosperous.

They lived in a beautiful building,

with their apartment located directly above

their newspaper offices.

In April

of 1941,

my father was nine years old,

and his sister Eszti was eleven.

The family's world changed forever.

School was suddenly dismissed in the middle of the day.

My dad returned home to find out

Nazi Germany had declared war on Yugoslavia.

And that Hungary, an ally of Germany,

had crossed the border to reoccupy the province

that included his hometown.

My dad and Eszti heard gunfire nearby

and crowds cheering in celebration.

The family's German governess soon marched out

the front door,

stating she would not spend another night in a Jew's home.

The governess was emboldened by the Hungarian

anti-Semitic laws that had been put into effect

in the occupied territories that very day.

Laws that allowed property owned by Jews to be confiscated,

and regulations to be instituted to humiliate

and harass them.

Laws that soon led to the public hanging

of 11 young Jewish men and women in Subotica.

And Jews were no longer allowed

to employ non-Jewish workers.

So, even though she wanted to stay on with the family,

their cook, the family's cook, Maris, had to leave them.

On the afternoon of the occupation,

my grandfather Louis was led out of his own newspaper

offices by Hungarian military officers.

And as he was taken to the door,

cruel slurs and insults were yelled at him

by the editors and the printing press crew

he had employed for years.

His staff.

For three years,

the Fenves family lived in their apartment,

but under increasingly restrictive and degrading laws.

And they had to sell nearly all

of their personal possessions just to get by.

Then in March of 1944, Nazi Germany occupied Hungary.

Among the Nazis who led the occupation

was SS Lieutenant Colonel Adolf Eichmann,

who proceeded to implement the Final Solution in Hungary.

A week after the German takeover,

four Hungarian plainclothes police

came for my grandfather Louis.

My dad and Eszti went to the window

and saw their father put into a black car.

They didn't know if they would ever see him again.

A few months passed.

Then suddenly, my dad, his mom, and sister were told

that they were to be evicted within 24 hours.

And by the time they were ready to leave the next day,

every inch of their staircase was occupied

by people waiting to ransack their apartment.

Neighbors cursed at them and spat on them

as they walked down the stairs,

leaving the only home my dad had known

for a cramped and filthy ghetto.

June 6th, 1944.

D-Day.

The Allied forces landed on the beach in Normandy,

a thousand miles from Subotica.

That day was also my dad's 13th birthday.

June 6th, 1944.

The year he was supposed to celebrate his bar mitzvah.

But by this time,

the ethnic cleansing of European Jews was nearly complete.

The Hungarian Jews were some of the last remaining.

A few days after D-Day,

my dad learned the Allies were in France,

fighting the Germans on the Western Front.

Would the Allies defeat the Nazis and arrive in time

to save his family?

No, it wouldn't be soon enough.

A few weeks later,

the families in the ghettos were ordered to line up

along the railroad tracks,

facing a long line of boxcars.

They were quickly filled, 50 to 60 people per car,

with two small, barred windows,

and one bucket for sanitation.

As my dad looked back through the closing doors,

he saw the townspeople sneaking into the ghetto,

eager to once again loot any possessions left behind.

The doors were locked and the train started rolling.

After many days without food or water,

people, including friends my dad had grown up with,

died in the boxcar, their bodies pressed against the living.

Finally, the train stopped and the doors opened

with a clang.

They had arrived at Auschwitz.

Somehow, my dad,

Eszti and their mother found each other

amid the chaos of people being herded away from the tracks.

Holding hands, they reached the point where men and women

were being separated.

My dad squeezed his mother's and Eszti's hand,

as the crowd thrust him forward, alone.

It was the last time my dad ever touched

or saw his mother, Klara.

He was sent to the Youth Block in one

of the many compounds within Auschwitz.

The average time a person would survive in Auschwitz

was four days.

My dad would go on to spend five months there.

Over time, my father's friends began to waste away,

victims of a steady regime of starvation and degradation.

They became weak and detached,

turning into shuffling ghosts with glassy eyes

before being carted off to the crematorium.

The Auschwitz compounds were ruled by Kapos,

mostly criminals from German prisons

who worked for the SS to control the other inmates.

They hated the Jewish prisoners and did whatever they could

to torture and intimidate them.

They were more feared than the SS.

Between the terrible conditions and the merciless harassment

by the German Kapos, my dad had little chance of surviving.

But he had a unique skill that would extend his life.

In a ironic twist of fate,

the German governess who had abandoned their family

had taught my dad fluent German.

And based on his ability to speak German and Hungarian,

he was chosen to interpret for the Kapos

and the German civilians who came to Auschwitz

to select slave laborers.

My dad had been in Auschwitz for a month

when the makeup of the Kapos changed drastically.

The vicious German criminals were replaced

by Polish political dissidents,

intellectuals who had been arrested

for their anti-Nazi actions.

This new group of Polish Kapos became the leadership

of the underground movement in the camp,

determined to resist the SS by any means necessary.

In addition to the Hungarian and German,

my dad spoke Serbian, which is similar to Polish,

and the Polish Kapos started using him as an interpreter.

The Polish group's rebellious spirit and commitment

to sabotaging the Nazis deeply inspired my father

and changed the course of his life.

He no longer feared that he would end up another casualty

in the crematorium.

Now, he had hope.

And he had the will to fight back.

He managed to get assigned to the camp's roof repair detail,

which enabled him to pass through

the many compounds of Auschwitz,

doing black market trading as well as

intelligence collection and exchange.

One day, on a visit to a women's compound,

my dad was recognized by the inmates from Subotica,

his hometown.

He heard shouts, Eszti is here.

The cry, Eszti, Eszti, rang out loudly.

He eventually found his sister,

her face drawn, thin as a bone,

her long braids replaced by a short shock of red hair.

Eszti told my dad that their mother Klara had died.

She had been so weakened by the three years of worry

and persecution preceding her deportation

that Klara lasted only a few weeks in the camp.

After this one and only meeting with his sister,

my dad traded all of his black market goods

for a sweater and a shawl for Eszti,

who was scheduled for an outgoing transport,

and paid a courier to take them to her

so she could keep warm during the coming cold winter.

And as the Soviet Army was approaching Auschwitz

in late 1944,

inmates were being selected and killed.

During one selection for the gas chambers,

my dad hid in a latrine trench submerged up to his mouth.

And now with the compound virtually empty,

the Polish underground prepared my dad to escape.

They ran through different scenarios with him

and helped him develop stories and responses

to potential questions he might be asked.

And eventually, an opportunity came,

and the underground slipped my dad into a line of inmates

for an outgoing transport.

And at the end of the line was the tattooing station.

My dad was tattooed on his right arm

with the number he would have for life,

B13874.

Then, he was loaded into a boxcar.

Three days later, the train came to a halt

in the small German town of Niederorschel,

and the inmates lined up.

But a German foreman who he had worked for in the camp

walked right up to my dad,

by far the youngest person in line,

and yelled in an angry voice, "What are you doing here?

"I did not select you when you interpreted

"for me in Auschwitz."

At first, my dad didn't know how to answer.

This wasn't one of the situations

the underground had prepared him for.

But my dad thought quickly, cleared his throat,

looked the man in the eye,

and in the coolest voice he could muster,

said, "Mister foreman, with this many new inmates,

"they thought that you would need

"an additional interpreter."

The foreman, surprised, shook his head,

turned to the SS sergeant, "Not a bad idea, that is."

And he walked away.

My dad became a slave laborer

in a satellite of the Buchenwald concentration camp.

It was filled with Jewish survivors of the death camps

and Soviet prisoners of war.

They worked in 14-hour shifts in a small factory,

manufacturing wings for a Messerschmidt fighter aircraft.

The inmates often risked their lives

to sabotage the planes, cutting cables,

making subtle tears in the aluminum,

and intentionally not tightening the rivets.

They used hand signals to show the painting crew

where the sabotaged components were,

so they could paint over them.

Air raids happened twice a day.

In the morning, the inmates would cheer as a tight formation

of US bombers flew to the east.

In the afternoon,

they watched the American squadrons returning

in missing man formation.

And they cried as they counted the number of empty spaces,

signaling downed US planes.

But as winter turned to spring,

there were fewer and fewer missing planes.

The Americans were winning.

On April 1st, 1945, the factory was evacuated.

My dad and others were forced to march.

They trudged through the farmlands and villages

of Germany for days.

And at one point,

two guards started talking about the victory of the Reich.

My dad yelled at the guards, "You are crazy,"

and one of them viciously slammed my dad

with his rifle butt, breaking his arm.

His fellow inmates quickly made a sling out of

the branches and cloth so he could continue.

As the march dragged on, people were starting to weaken,

and many were shot.

During one stop,

they heard from a member of the local underground

that the Germans were planning to execute everyone

as the US Army approached,

and that they should stall as long as possible.

The next morning, the surviving inmates had a plan.

Two of them hid,

and the SS guards went out to search for them.

As the group waited,

my dad could hear the sounds of artillery fire

in the distance.

After being stalled for eight hours,

the SS sergeants gave up the search

and marched the inmates up a tree-covered hill.

As gunfire and roaring tanks drew nearer,

the SS started shooting more and more inmates.

The group began singing in Polish, in Russian, and Hebrew.

Singing, just to find the strength for one more step.

As they reached the top of the hill,

they could see barbed wire fences and guard towers.

They had arrived at Buchenwald.

My dad was marched to a bunk,

and collapsed from fever and exhaustion.

The next day, the US Army's Sixth Armored Division

reached Buchenwald.

All the SS had fled.

The surviving inmates took control of the command tower,

and raised a white flag.

Now while this was happening, my dad was fast asleep,

exhausted beyond all measure.

But eventually, his friend shook him awake and yelled,

"You idiot, you slept through

"all of the excitement. (audience laughing)

"Now the Americans are arriving."

My dad and his friend raced to the fence,

squeezed themselves in to see the Army tanks,

armored vehicles and trucks rolling down the road.

With his face pressed against the fence,

my dad saw the American soldiers liberating Buchenwald.

The GIs looked at the emaciated inmates

with alarm and disbelief.

And my dad collapsed and lost consciousness.

In total, 21,000 inmates at Buchenwald

were saved by the American.

Now imagine that.

More than a dozen ballrooms just like this,

full of people, saved.

Think of that.

And in the weeks of recovery that followed

in the Army's 120th Evacuation Hospital,

my dad had a choice.

To declare himself a refugee,

or return to Subotica with the hope

of seeing his family again.

He chose to go home.

And when he got there, he found Eszti,

who had survived Bergen-Belsen,

and my grandfather Louis,

who had barely survived as a slave laborer

in a Silesian coal mine.

The guards there had severely beaten him,

kicked his teeth out,

and he was half of his original weight.

Although gravely ill,

my grandfather Louis only thought about his children.

And in December of 1945,

he wrote a letter to a friend living in New York City.

And from my father's translation of that letter,

I quote Louis.

"I was deported for sixteen months.

"I went through endless suffering, humiliation, and illness.

"We had escaped from a hell that man's mind could invent,

"but the horrors of which no pen,

"no word can even approximately convey."

Louis wrote that his children were the only ones

for whom I live and carry on and suffer.

And he closed the letter with a request.

"Finally, I ask you to let me know whether you could send

"affidavits, first to my children, and if possible, to me.

"My only hope is that the children will be able to get out.

"It would be a great pain to be separated from them again,

"but I would have to do it for the sake of their future.

"I see no other way out, I repeat, I am not important,

"I only want to send my children out,

"and would only go if their emigration were settled."

Louis Fenves died five weeks after writing that letter.

A few months after my grandfather's death,

Winston Churchill gave his famous speech

in Fulton, Missouri.

"From Stettin in the Baltic to Trieste in the Adriatic,

"an iron curtain has descended across the Continent."

The Fenves survivors were now behind that Iron Curtain.

My dad, his sister Eszti, and their two cousins

set out to escape communist Yugoslavia.

Using exit documents my dad forged

for the train journey to Italy,

he and his sister crossed the border at Trieste,

the Trieste of Churchill's speech.

My dad tells the story of the train arriving

at Milano Centrale,

that enormous fascist-era edifice in the middle of Milan.

He disembarked from the train.

He walked out of that station and sat on the steps,

savoring his first taste of freedom.

More than fifty years later, my wife Carmel,

my daughters and I spent time at a university near Milan.

I have passed through Milano Centrale many times.

And each time I walk out of that train station

and down those very steps, it has reminded me of my father,

surviving fascism and escaping communism.

To me, those steps symbolize freedom.

The freedom he earned for himself, and for me,

and for my family.

During a trip to Paris in 2001,

my family and I met up with my dad.

I had grown up with the idea of Paris

that had been refracted through my grandmother's eyes.

And during this trip,

we could see the places she had drawn

with my dad as our tour guide.

We stood outside the apartment where he lived

as a refugee in a once-rundown neighborhood

near the Sorbonne on the Left Bank.

We ate at a French country restaurant by the Odeon-Theatre,

where back in his day, you could eat for just a few francs.

Well, decades later, the bill was in euro,

and it was a little bit more expensive.

My dad told us how he and Eszti waited and waited in Paris

while he completed French high school,

until

finally receiving the US immigration visas

that his father had dreamed of.

He told stories about how he arrived in Chicago

in 1950 at age 19.

Then, how he was drafted into the United States Army

to serve his new country as part of

the Allied Occupation Forces in Germany,

only seven years after being liberated by the same Army.

He went to college on the GI Bill,

became a US citizen, married my mother Norma,

and together raised a family of four children,

and became a renowned engineering professor.

We were sitting in a restaurant with him

in an area where he once waited patiently

for his chance at the American Dream.

And on this day,

my dad was reflecting on how that dream had come true.

We were in Europe.

The Europe I had learned about

from the drawings of my grandmother, Klara.

Today, Klara's art represents many things to me.

There is her talent and spirit,

which I got to see displayed every day as a boy.

There is the tragedy of the Holocaust,

which took her from this Earth far too soon.

But there's something else.

The bravery of an individual who could have stood by

and done nothing.

Who could have turned her back on the Fenves family,

but didn't.

Let me explain.

Remember that painful scene I described

on the day the Fenveses were marched down their stairs

and out of their home?

The insults, the curses, the looting?

Well in that crowd, among the thieves and rioters,

was someone else.

Maris, the family's former cook.

She had a different plan.

Maris stormed into the deserted home alongside the looters

and grabbed Klara's cookbook along with as much of her

art as she could carry, stuffing it all into binders.

And 20 years after the war,

when my dad and Eszti were settled in America,

Maris returned over 250 pieces of Klara's art to the family.

And that's why we still have it today.

Because of the bravery of one person.

One person who stood up and fought for what she believed

and knew to be right.

In the face of long-standing hate,

sanctioned and powered by the state

and by its national leaders,

Maris had the humanity to care,

and most importantly, the courage to act.

And that's the idea I want to leave with you tonight.

The idea that though evil and hatred define the Holocaust,

there was, and always will be, a choice for people to make.

A choice to do good.

A choice to resist.

A choice to stand up for those who are oppressed.

A choice to fight back.

In my dad's story, there were the SS, who hanged young boys

and killed innocent people by the millions.

There were neighbors who,

at the slightest whiff of opportunity,

stole from, exploited, and degraded their Jewish countrymen.

And there were the leaders who conspired to commit genocide

and wipe out an entire people.

But also in my dad's story,

there were members of the underground in the camps.

There were the slave laborers, who sabotaged German planes.

There were American soldiers,

who poured across borders to conquer evil

and save the lives of people whom they did not know,

but needed their help.

And then there was my dad.

A boy, a boy who traded everything he had in the death camp

for warm clothes for his sister.

Who sabotaged planes, who survived the death camps

to create a family of his own to bring his father's dream

of freedom in America to life.

There is always a choice.

And when we listen to the stories of the survivors

and visit institutions like the Dallas Holocaust Museum,

we gain the knowledge necessary to make the right ones.

My mother is here tonight, along with my two sisters,

my cousin, who is a daughter of my Aunt Eszti,

several grandchildren of my dad and Eszti,

and my dad is here with us as well.

So now, I'd like to call up

my father Steven Fenves (audience clapping)

and my mother Norma to be recognized, thank you.

("Height of Achievement" by Paul Reeves)

-: That was spectacular.

(light pleasant music)

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'Purple shoots' is a charity

that aims to get people

out of isolation and unemployment, and into employment.

A lot of that is through helping them to establish small businesses.

I would really encourage public bodies

to look at using small businesses

for their contracts and the work they need doing.

Because they are small, because they are local

because the money gets recycled into the economy.

If you could get a number of these small businesses together,

they could fulfil bigger contracts.

That is quite a challenge for me to encourage small businesses to do,

but if somebody was doing that it would really help them.

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