Waching daily Oct 29 2018

What's up, y'all? It's Hannah.

Finding love when you live with bipolar disorder.

For those of you who don't know, I am a super romantic.

In fact, I collect vintage love letters;

which is really, really cool.

And I just love, love.

Love is not supposed to be complicated in many ways,

but when you live with bipolar disorder

there's a lot of elements that go into it.

One major thing that I know

from my experience living with bipolar 2

is this idea that you always have to overcompensate

because you live with bipolar disorder.

When it comes to trust,

we always keep people at a distance.

Because living with bipolar disorder,

and someone that you're in love with being aware of this,

whether they're great people

or they would never do this or not,

you're still handing over something,

like your weapons,

to somebody else;

hoping that if something goes wrong -

if you break up, if anything occurs -

they're not going to use that against you.

Which can be very damaging.

And I've talked about my previous relationship

where this happened

in a past video.

So please subscribe to my YouTube channel

and check that out.

The look of misunderstanding when you try to explain those emotions.

When you try to explain what you're going through

and what your life is like with bipolar disorder.

The look that you can get like,

"What? I don't understand,"

from someone you're in love with

really hits the soul

and it really makes us feel insecure

in any type of relationship.

When you're falling in love,

there's always that fear.

But when you live with bipolar disorder,

there's just all these other elements

that make you very anxious and very nervous.

For one, you really fall hard

and your emotions are a bit more extreme.

So that fear of being rejected,

especially due to you having a mental illness,

is horrifying.

When you live with a mood disorder like bipolar.

there are going to be times

when you're really low or really high.

And someone you're romantically involved with,

because you don't know if they understand

and it's so difficult to explain -

Are they going to be there when I fall?

Are they going to leave me?

Are they going to reject me?

And it's always this constant fear that exists.

I know it.

I've been there.

And I want to hear your thoughts and your comments.

What is it like for you when you fall in love

and you live with bipolar disorder?

So please, please share those below.

And I will see you next week.

Bye.

For more infomation >> With Bipolar, Falling in Love is a Different Experience | HealthyPlace - Duration: 2:55.

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Season 3, Episode 24 Kid TV/The Sky is Falling - Duration: 23:58.

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Study: blue wave is coming for Kansas Governor's seat - Duration: 2:52.

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Local family is raising money for their son with rare, genetic mutation - Duration: 2:00.

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Season 8, Episode 22 The Docter Is In/The Big Sneeze - Duration: 23:57.

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Season 3, Episode 16 Under Chuckie's Bed/Chuckie is Rich - Duration: 23:59.

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Is Church The Gospel? - Duration: 1:43.

what's the most inclusive delicious segment of any gospel buffet I'll give

you one guess it's probably where you spend most of your time and always

satisfies the sweetest craving Church

they've stripped of all else certainly we could survive on what we get inside

these chocolatey walls hmm let me hit that bill hold on may you continue well

here's the wrinkle imagine an entire diet built on your sweet cravings

feeling good is not knowing God dessert fills the mind of body but it's only a

matter of time before the emotions dry up and frustration sets in we either

leave the church or accused the Church of having too many fakers as unhealthy

as eating only dessert would be eventually leading to death only

attending church and believing we are Christ's followers results in the exact

same what defines your Christian identity

would you even consider yourself a Christian if you didn't attend a formal

Church where do people around you see Jesus reflected the most when you're

inside the church or outside if church is just one segment of the gospel what

then is the church supposed to be it begins with people a group of them

two or more coming together for the purpose of edification correction in

community if you're walking like Jesus fails at home and at work but flourishes

in church you were living in deception called segments of gospel

For more infomation >> Is Church The Gospel? - Duration: 1:43.

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Hohem Isteady Mobile: this chep smartphone gimbal is incredible - Duration: 12:49.

Hello guys and welcome back to the channel

today there is a big news because if

you look on the right, I still donìt know

if it works

I've enable PREMIERE, in practice

at eh first video premiere on the channel

you can chat with me and other viewer

and other viewer so

don't miss the chance to

ask me something about products

I review...I repeat, I don't know if

it works well or how it works so

at the premiere...damn mosquito

don't judge if there are some problems

Anyway, today on my channel

a new review about a product

outside the drone world and

a product that I needed

It was sometime that I was looking at this

that I wanted to buy

I didn't want to spend much money

at the end I found this in flashsale for just 60€

and I've biught it and it's going

to complete my

reviewer ewuipment

so, apart for several

tripods and many more products

today I'm hear with this backsac

tripods, power bank, tripod I'm actually using

that is holding the smartphone, microphone and

more

and at the end I bought

the ISTEADY MOBILE that is

a gimbal 3 axis with a nice

case

listen

with this you can carry it

in you backsac without the risk

or in your luggage without the risk of damage it

Inside you find apart for

some paper that increase

the box weight, the gimbal

a small tripod that will be used for some

cool functions that I'm going to

show you later, usb cable

for battery charging that you can use with

a common

smartphone charger but now

let's have a look in deep

in deep at this gimbal

hard plastic

rubber ergonomic grip

very confortable

has all controls

at your finger

here they are, joystick

for pan tilt and roll

the switch for, we will see it later

zooming and focus

focus, then button for

power on and

switching between

camera and picture

then the button for

depend how many time you push it

it is used for switching

between different fuctions

by locking or unlocking

some axes...Apart from the grip that

as I told you before, it weight 400 grams

468 grams

whitout smartphone

all'impegno miniatura questo qui c'è un

apart from the grip this has a very good excursion on the axis

not bad is the pan, 600 degrees

around 640 degrees so you can

make almost 2 turn

before it stop then you have

tilt an roll of about 320 degrees

that allow you to make

all movements you like

even though once inserted

the smartphone on his clip

and you do this movement

it block here but it depend on

your smartphone size

and with the right accessory

you can also use

your action camera, anyway all

is linked under description if you also need

this accessory. Inside it

there is a big battery...what' this

look what happens filming in a park

bird shit on my finger

have to clean it up

who cares

inside there is a 4000 mah battery

and according to technical specifications

you can use it

for 12 hours video recording

I'd like to see who make a video

for 12 hours anyway, good is

this things here

you have charging port

and with this other usb port

you can charge your smartphone

using the gimbal like a power bank

during the video

you can recharge your phone

your phone

For this gimbal I've paied myself

so this review

like other I've made but who follow me already know it

is fare 100%

if a product is crap

I say that

if it's good I tell you

After 2 testing days

and for the price

this is a valid product

Now, with flies and shit

let's have a walk around

for test the various functions

around the park

ecco che passa qualcuno pietro e

ovviamente fa un saluto alla telecamera

scrivetemi su tralasciato minacciato

scrivetemi quello che che pure di

chiedermi allora adesso vi faccio vedere

come si accende prevedere questa che

questa qui è uno dei miei dei miei

smartphone però gira il 1080p a 60 frame

al secondo in 4k quindi lo schermo dello

schermo non ce ne può fregà de meno

avan tanto per cominciare lo arciello

dopo averlo inserito nella clip è molto

semplice inserire lo accendiamo vediamo

che fa e lui si senta e accende lo

schermo per cui a sto punto andiamo a

inserire il codice vi mette un attimino

due date sto inserendo il codice

ecco qua

andiamo ad aprire questa applicazione

cina che si chiama oem studio la apriamo

ecco qua dispositivo connesso lo

clicchiamo

ok e lui mi dice che associato il bimbo

e adesso possiamo partire con i vari

video

intanto diamo un'occhiata al tasto

funzione che questo qui con le scritte

pfp tfl propriamente questo che ci avete

quattro possibilità

una pressione che è quella lì attuale

praticamente lui blocca lo smartphone in

posizione così poi doppia pressione

vedete il led che lampeggia diversamente

lui mi fa seguire il il pan mentre il

tilt è libero poi a tre pressione a tre

pressioni del testo non ha fatte quattro

aspettate 123 praticamente vediamo che

creassero la fa miloso conte non fate si

soffre

tutto libero

1234 4 invece è tutto bloccato sia per

niente lui vi segue a qualsiasi

movimento con dei movimenti dello

smartphone molto molto sensibili molto

smooth come si dice in inglese molto

leggeri per avere delle riprese migliori

ma adesso annuncia fa qualche vinci di

roma

[Musica]

adesso mi faccio una corsetta vediamo

che perché succede

sono più abituato a correre via poi sono

zemeckis atleti tonnellate se stara

fuori poco non è colpa mia

ok

[Musica]

ovviamente potere all'interno delle

opzioni e poi vi farò vedere dopo anzi

faccio vedere subito potete impostare la

sensibilità del filtro del pane in base

alle vostre esigenze e in base alla

funzione cambia da utilizzare per cui

per rendere il movimento più fluido e

meno e meno veloce

adesso ci andiamo a fare un video in

motion lapse conclusione veramente figo

c'è presente pochi selezionati punti

dove il kimball si deve muovere il tempo

che ci deve mettere poi lui alla fine

che accellera tutto veramente una

filiate andiamo la forma

un'altra bella funzione è il panorama

praticamente tramite questa opzione blu

che vedete ci avete tre funzioni

panorama il wide angle piano a 180 gradi

del piano a 360 gradi adesso andiamo a

provare

[Musica]

altra funzione molto ma molto figa è il

riconoscimento facciale sia per foto che

capitino il brivido del fenomenale

perché praticamente non appena vede un

volto lo segue ovunque vado

ovviamente

con tutti i limiti della del pan

[Musica]

altra funzione stuzzicante e soprattutto

per il prezzo della kimball lies the di

mobileme è il training day object mentre

voi prima di avviare un video

selezionate l'oggetto che volete seguire

senza doverlo rincorrere muovendo il

cibo

kimball e lui una volta avviato il il

video si setta e lo segue

nei suoi movimenti

ragazzi a sto punto direi che la

recensione è finita poteva a scrivermi

cominciata ripeto non so se funziona

come sembra le strane al set di cocoon

qui e da media del 70 anni cioè questore

jovanotti stanno a dormire

i ragazzi lasciate un bel like

ci vediamo alla prossima recensione

probabilmente ritornerò nel mondo i

droni perché me ne sta per arrivare uno

molto carino

ci vediamo alla prossima ciao a tutti da

piero ciao dopo questo ho visto tutto

perché siamo l'ultimo samurai e lèvi

strauss che cammina a passi veloci