Waching daily Oct 31 2018

Of old was the age | when Ymir lived;

Sea nor cool waves | nor sand there were;

Earth had not been, | nor heaven above

But a yawning gap, | and grass nowhere

Hello friends, my name is Arith Härger and today I'm going to talk about Thursatru

I'm going to share with you the fundamental notions of this a neo-pagan branch based on Northern European Pagan Traditions

I will approach this subjects the same way I did when I've made the video about Rokkatru

Thursatru denies the concept of religion

so it's more of a spirituality highly philosophical in its approach to the Norse myths and spiritual understanding

therefore it doesn't have laws, rules, dogmas and cannons that one must follow in order to achieve something greater

if anything, it's actually the opposite,

it's embracing the chaotic side of the self to reach deeper knowledge

Because of this, I will speak about Thursatru by also giving you my own notions on this spiritual branch of Norse paganism

Throughout this video you may find similarities with Rokkatru

and if you want to check that video, just click on this upper corner

But it's important to make something clear between these two extensions of Norse paganism

Rokkatru doesn't deny the existence of the chthonic deities, the underworld and chaotic deities, of Norse paganism

It includes all the gods and none of them are seen as good, or bad

but as essential sides of the psychological-self

and it's also a spirituality much more primitive in its approach to Norse paganism

much more tribal and shamanic in nature

trying to figure out the raw spiritual understanding of Norse spirituality without Christian influence

and even without continental Germanic influences

I would say Rokkatru explores the mind of the Palaeolithic Norse ancestors

While in Thursatru, there is a clear emphasis on the chthonic gods and quite obviously on the Thurs, the primordial beings

When you explore Thursatru on the internet or ask people about it

the first notion that people will immediately share is that Thursatru is the "Satanic" version of Norse paganism

which isn't far from the truth, in fact, I agree

Obviously we are not talking about worshipping the Devil, blood sacrifices, eating goats for breakfast and whatnot

not even Satanism itself is about that

It's about what the figure of the devil represents,

freedom from oppressive religious concepts, seeking our own spiritual path without having to follow the spiritual and religious notions of others

basically, following your own dreams and perspectives without being influenced or living the dreams of others

So in Thursatru, you seek spiritual freedom and deeper knowledge in what the Thurs represent, the primordial beings

Mind that the Thurs, especially the hrimtursar, frost giants, are not seen as beings of good

and we are not trying to find any good in them

there is no way around that

they were evil in nature

But what they represent is knowledge and the hidden secrets before a divine order was implemented and forced upon the cosmos

They represent the first stages of creation, the raw ancient wisdom of the foundations of the cosmos itself and the first stages of creation

So what's greatly emphasizes in Thursatru is what the primordial beings and their descendants represent:

piritual knowledge without the influence of preconceived religious notions that turns us all into mindless sheep

It's to work with the deepest and darkest sides of the self that we so fervently try to hid and deny

but it's necessary to understand the chaos within us because it is as much part of us as it is part of nature

and a balance cannot be achieved if you deny a great part of your own existence

As I've said many times before, great knowledge and the hidden secrets are found in the darkest places

It's not about having a dualistic view of the world, good and evil, light and darkness

It's about Order and Chaos and understanding both and make them part of our lives as sources of knowledge

The aim isn't to seek salvation, it's to achieve greater knowledge

As such, Thursatru is a self-directed spiritual journey towards the initiation into the secrets embodied in the Thursar, the primordial beings,

and what they represent as forces of nature and the psychological self

Going back to Ginnungagap, the great void before creation

before the divine order, of the gods we are so familiar with, was imposed upon every entity

The knowledge coming from the shapeless infinity

the primordial dimensional chaos which in itself represents a formless conscious eternity that isn't bound to any law

therefore it's without restrictions and it continues to evolve in freedom

So with all of this being said, it probably crossed your mind that Thursatru is much more Gnostic in nature

a Gnostic revival movement of Norse spirituality, more or less

Meaning that there is the notion that matter is evil, therefore evil was the sources of creation

not in a way that it's a conscious entity that makes evil because it wants to see suffering and pain

but it's just evil in nature and it's that evil force that it's capable of giving shape and create

therefore the nonmaterial, the spiritual, is good

Also, and as I've said, it's not about salvation, or having restrictions because it's sinful or forbidden because an imposing order doesn't allow

it's about "fighting" against ignorance and for that, one much get in touch with secret knowledge to achieve greater wisdom

and to do so, one must find the divine spark that was trapped within us during creation, the god-self

First knowing and understanding the gods within ourselves

and only after we are able to understand the gods outside ourselves

Because each of us has great potential to become great and wise if we unlock the secrets within ourselves, if we unlock the divine spark

In a very short sentence, I would say that Thursatru is the exact opposite of sacrificing the beauty of the individual for the sake of the group

Thursatru is an individual spiritual path in search for greater knowledge

because there isn't spiritual evolution and freedom if we are bound to the notions and dreams of one single individual

that is called religion

following the dreams and ideas of others

Spiritual freedom comes by understanding ourselves first, who we truly are

Everyone knows what they want, but few know what they need

But this doesn't mean that we must impose and force others to believe in our spiritual notions and ideas

Thursatru is a lonely spiritual path from start to finish

Mind that you can still be part of pagan groups and share ideas and concepts

share knowledge for the sake of wisdom

but your spiritual path is yours alone, you don't need to follow the footsteps of another person

Others walk their own spiritual path

hey leave behind their prints, and they make their own way

If you follow an existing path and if you easily follow the footsteps marked on the ground,

you are not looking forward, you are looking down at the path because you are concentrating on following it ,

and not learning from the surroundings and from everything that is happening around you along that that path

Thursatru is about walking through grounds never before been taken, you are making your own way

So, with all of this being said, let's start this video

You will better understand all these notions with examples I shall give you

Let's start by addressing the Gnosticism notion within Thursatru

Gnosticism was the religion of those who were convinced that a divine ingredient was present within the self, the god-self, the divine-self

The understanding and use of this ingredient was considered sacred knowledge

So this ingredient was the true gnosis, the true knowledge,

which led the individual to become better and to develop a perfect order and harmony within himself, or hersel

Among Norse and Germanic we have the figure of Odin, who perfectly embodies this notion of Gnosticism

Odin is the archetype of insatiable quest for knowledge

In the quest for spiritual knowledge the human being struggles in the fight between two polar opposites, good and evil, light and darkness

but he's not going anywhere unless he accepts order and chaos within all things, especially within him or herself

We suffer because we do not understand our beginning

and therefore what we shall become isn't clear

and we struggle in doubt, and doubt causes pain, fear, and suffering

So understanding the true gnosis, the true knowledge becomes the entire reason of our existence, why are we here for

to learn, to acquire knowledge, to evolve

The whole purpose of Man's evolution is to bring the mind and body to perfect coordination

The problem is, the world itself causes limitations to the physical which will reflect on the metal level

However, we can still develop our metal level in order to break these limitations

But, we as mortals create a lot of psychological limitations as well

We create our own religions and then impose them on people

and then we create mental limitations on those people too

No one will achieve true knowledge if we create these religious and spiritual limitations

making people following one specific line of thought won't give them the understanding that in truth they are free to pursuit their own line of thought

So, the Gnosticism reflected on Thursatru is the search for the truth and inner development encountered in the vital experiences of the personal level and the psychic level

When we deal with the Norse myths, we can clearly see the limitations imposed

In practical terms, we cannot move forward

because the closest to our time the literary source get, the more influences from various religious realities they contain

We must move backwards, to the oldest literary sources

because they contain less religious influences that overlap the real Norse pagan mind, and the older they get, the closest to the pagan mind they are

Spiritually speaking it's the exact same thing

When Odin comes, and then later the Aesir

they imposed their order upon all living things, they even imposed their own order and limitations to creation itself

Odin, Honer and Lodur give existence to mankind

and in that moment they inserted in us the divine spark

which we will be able to reach through great effort in order to achieve greater knowledge and become better beings

But Odin, Honer and Lodur are not the ones responsible for creation itself

That would be the ones before the gods themselves, the very ancestors of the gods

So we must move backwards in this as well

To Ginnungagap, the great void

Ginnungagap represents a formless eternity free from any law or order imposed by any entity

because Ginnungagp itself is a conscious reality capable of creating

Because it's free from limitations, it creates in freedom and gives form

it's limitless in its own creations and continues to evolve, and from it comes the first beings, the Thursar, the primordial beings

The Primordial beings were evil in nature, creation itself was born out of evil

This is what I meant when I said that matter was evil in a Gnostic sense; that creation comes from evil

So there you have, Ginnungagap represents the self without boundaries, without an order creating limitations

and so in freedom we are able to constantly evolve

while Odin and the Aesir represent the limitations imposed upon us

but also the divine spark within us which we shall be able to reach if we are willing to fight against both the physical and psychological limitations

In other words, we hold great power within ourselves

and if we were able to reach it so easily, we would unleash great evil upon everything, great destruction and chaos

So the secret knowledge is safely locked within ourselves

and we have great potential to become better if we unlock the hidden secrets

Progressively learning and evolving, we are able to control this divine spark

because in our pursuit for wisdom we understand its value and how powerful it is

Without the limitations we would be beings of chaos and destruction

because that would be our nature

we wouldn't be able to go against it or prevent it because we wouldn't know how

That's why the primordial beings were evil, because that was their own nature, without limitations

Their power was in its raw state, so they simply existed and by existing they unleashed their own essence which was evil and chaotic in nature

They were not evil because they had the notion of good and evil

they were evil because they just were, because there were no limitations for their existance

So in other words, when dealing with Norse spirituality, we must not stick to the Aesir and Vanir only,

we must also take into consideration the Thursar, the primordial beings

because they are the representation of power in its raw state, they are the representation of secret knowledge

they are the chaotic side of nature and all things

And we as mortal beings shouldn't try to so fervently deny or hide the chaos within us

we should learn how to work with it as well

By understanding the chaos in us, we understand the divine spark

and we are able to break the limitations in order to reach that divine spark, that sacred knowledge

The Thursar were evil in nature, but they are just as important as the Aesir and all the other gods

because they hold the ancient knowledge, the knowledge of the origins and the beginning of all things

And this is perfectly expressed in the Norse myths themselves

The Aesir are always in conflicts with the Giants, with the Jotnar

the decedents of the Thursar

not because of racial differences, or because of the same old idea of good versus evil

The Aesir, the Vanir, the giants, underworld gods and every entity in the Norse myths cannot be contained within the simple notion that ones are good and others are evil

Every gods and every other creature is both good and evil

The reason why the Aesir are always in war with the Giants is because of knowledge

The Jotnar are the direct decedents of the Thursar

therefore they hold the ancient knowledge, the ancient secrets

and the Aesir want those secrets, want that knowledge

This is why we have plenty of myths of Odin doing all sorts of things to get their knowledge

Odin murders, rapes, destroys, lies, he does great evil to get his hands on the hidden secrets

He goes to Dark places, he sacrifices parts of himself and his own life to get knowledge

He does both good and evil to achieve greater Wisdom

Just take a look at how Odin stole the mead of poetry

Odin killed Baugi's servants, just to take their place and get closer to Baugi

He deceived Baugi, black mailed him, tricked him, lied to him and murdered him when he had no further need of the giant

He tricks Suttung and his own daughter and sleeps with her

then steals from them and takes the mead of poetry

In this account Odin is named Bölverkr, Worker of Misfortune

In this account Odin was a liar, a trickster, a murderer, just to take the mead of Poetry, and why?

Because the mead of poetry was a source of great wisdom coming from the giants, a source of hidden knowledge

What I'm trying to say here is that Odin nowadays is seen as a benevolent figure, when the Norse myths clearly demonstrate that he was not

Odin takes the pursuit for greater knowledge to extremes

He sacrifices an eye in the well of Mimir, a giant

He did all that he did to get the mead of poetry, made out of the blood of Kvasir, a giant

Odin sacrificed himself for the secret of the runes, and where to you think he got those secrets from?

I would say from Ginnungagap itself

because Odin kills himself to reach another state of existence, another reality beyond the limitations of the world

into a place without limitations, which is Ginnungagap

The Norse myths aren't fairy tales of impossible things just to amuse the young ones

or to make modern people laugh at the delusions of our ancestors

The Norse myths are hidden knowledge safely guarded in metaphors

The knowledge is out there, but it can't be given so freely

Because we must work for it in order to understand it

If it is given to us we will never give a proper value to it

but if we worked hard for it, we come to understand it

and the great consequences and responsibilities that great knowledge brings into our lives and our own existence

Thursatru tries to reflect this, the relentless pursuit for knowledge

which will give deep understanding of things and therefore it helps us to evolve and to become greater beings

but at the same time there are devastating consequences and sacrifices must be made

There is great pain and suffering but also great reward

Spiritual knowledge isn't a linear path safely walking straight ahead until the end, on the contrary

Spiritual knowledge is a maddening chaotic journey, up and down, forward and backwards

going in circles, because many times we must experience the same things, and in the face of the same circumstances we must take different actions because the result is always different

and that's how you obtain knowledge of things, trying and failing until you succeed

and it isn't pleasant, but it gives great rewards that in the long run will worth all the trouble

Thursatru, basically means the belief in the Thursar

and therefore also in their descendants who still hold the ancient power and knowledge of the primordial beings

It's to understand the essence and darker aspects in Old Norse traditions

because darker paths and magical practices are also sources of knowledge as good as any

to be in touch with the divine by understanding the chaos, darkness and more negative aspects of ourselves

instead of denying that which makes us humans and imperfect beings

But certain aspects of the human psychological condition only seem imperfect and negative because we make a division between what seems to be good and what seems to be bad

but if we understand "imperfection" as something essential that needs to exist to be combined with other aspects

we come to realize that there is a balance that makes us who we are:

complex beings with no limitations in the pursuit for knowledge and power

Chaos alone is bad, and so is Order

but both combined create something better, something greater and unique

So you cannot deny the chaos in you, because combined with more orderly aspects of yourself will turn you into an entity capable of achieving everything

Nothing is impossible to achieve if you create a balance within yourself

This is why in Thursatru the foundations of this spirituality lie not only in the primordial powers before creation and divine order, but also in the underworld

Old Norse spirituality and religion also came with a great devotion to underworld deities and black magical practices related to such deities

Which unfortunately with the passage of time and other religious influences,

the underworld and chaotic powers were progressively put aside and a great fear was built upon it, and Old Norse traditions lost balance

You see, the great majority of pagans nowadays seek a spiritual quest that is associated with heavenly realities

and will spend most of their religious practices striving to achieve light through a more "pleasant path"

which is a complete illusion

This reflects the great influence from religions such as Judaism, Christianity and Islam

In those religions the divine world exists somewhere in an unreachable place out of our mortal reality where the sky god of light is a masculine tyrant

which brings false light and false ideas of salvation

That light associated with that god is something that enslaves souls and imprisons them so that they become nothing more than servants of that deity,

incapable of evolving and actually reaching the true light

because they are bound to the light of that deity, to the ideas, laws, rules, imposed order of that deity;

you are either with that god or you are against him, no middle ground, which creates clear limitations in the freedom of your very existence

In the older pagan traditions the divine could also be found here on earth and most importantly, inside of it, in the underworld

literally the earth beneath our feet

The gods were not just male, but also female

and in many cases, more common than we believe, both genders at once

Our ancestors didn't seek light, only;

darkness was also an important aspect of nature to be accepted and aid in the spiritual quest

The underworld was as important to visit as the heavenly places

And this is very much reflected on Old Norse traditions

In the Nordic tradition darkness is a indispensable to achieve illumination

As I've said before Odin to acquire the knowledge of the runes hanged himself in the world tree

to die and go into the depths to find the runes

The secrets and mysteries of the runes were hidden in the underworld

knowledge protected by the decedents of the primordial beings

Odin's sacrifice in the World Tree is not an attempt to save humankind from their sins

Odin didn't sacrificed himself to save us

Odin stabs himself, hangs himself and dies by his own free will

The Old Norse traditions don't have the concept of an original sin from which mankind and the world we live in must be saved

Odin hangs himself to gain wisdom and power

Odin sacrifices himself in his quest for the outmost secrets of the cosmos

It's clear that in Thursatru the spirituality is much more focused on the underworld gods but Odin himself is not forgotten

he just isn't seen as a messiah, of a benevolent god

a figure new pagans try to compare with the Christian, Jewish, Islamic ideals

because people are seeking a new figure of salvation to replace their old one

Odin is many ways is a dark and demonic god, who was greatly feared, respected and honoured by our Norse ancestors

He was a role model, the archetype of searching for knowledge and power by unlocking the hidden secrets contained in the darkest, ancient and dangerous places

Odin also represented the magical initiation of knowledge and power

Odin didn't want to save us with his sacrifice

he wanted to teach us, with his sacrifice, that we can save ourselves from weaknesses and uncertainty

So, I thought you should understand that within Thursatru Odin isn't forgotten

The aim is to break the imagine people have of him as a benevolent god, all-powerful, all-beneficial, a saviour and bringer of light

That's something people coming into neo-pagan reconstructions of Northern European Pagan Traditions should definitely take into consideration-

if the objective is to let go the previous oppressive religions people are trying to get away from

Coming into a pagan path is to change the world-view

it's to embrace and accept this world as it is, with all its imperfects and perfection, with all its chaos and order

I would like to talk a bit about the importance of the origins of the universe as seen in the Norse myths and how that reflects the spiritual perspectives in Thursatru

In the beginning there was nothing, a great void of emptiness and endless darkness

A void where neither physical laws of either space or time existed

Power floated without limitations in this existence

An existence that in itself is a paradox, where everything and nothing lived

but because of its freedom everything was able to become and evolve

This was Ginnungagap

In this great void Muspelheim was created, the realm of fire

Then came Niflheim the realm of Ice

Both fire and ice collided and these chaotic primordial powers spread in Ginnungagap to create the first vestiges of life

Ice melted and formed the first cosmic river, a source of water named Elivagar, which stretched across the great void

The source of this river is the spring named Hvergelmir

The two primordial elements began to meet within Ginnungagap, the birth of creation

Life began to flourish when fire and ice together gifted the physical universe with cosmic essence which gave life

New existance began to come forth from the darkness

out of the harmonious nothingness and from the drops of the icy rivers of Elivagar which began to drip and fuse with the fire and heat from Muspelheim

The very essence of this cosmic ice was unleashed and with the warmth of fire it formed matter which formed the first being

The right conditions created the very first life form, the very first Thurs – Aurgelmir, also known as Ymir

Aurgelmir was the purest essence of fire and ice, combined with the essence of darkness itself from Ginnnungagap

This was the first primordial being that gave life to the rest, the ancestor of the giants and subsequently the gods

Aurgelmir was evil, simply evil and all his offspring likewise

They were the purest form of existence, the very first creation, the combination of powerful elements, chaotic in nature

and so to the very core these beings were evil because there was nothing more to their essence

So this understanding of creation in Norse mythology is taken into Thursatru

The purpose is to become one with the raw essence before creation, and to become as pure as its beginning

To achieve the primordial knowledge, the very first knowledge to be able to understand the rest, the entire journey all the way into the future

We are organisms made from proto-cosmic matter and cosmic matter

Within ourselves there is both the essence of creation which is our physical self

and there is the divine spark deep inside, our spiritual-self

The physical and the spiritual are one and the same, and we must find the perfect balance between the two to ignite the divine spark and light the fire which will give us illumination

This illumination is achieved through acquiring sacred knowledge, primordial wisdom

Which is why there is a great emphasis on the Thursar within Thursatru, because they were the first forms of creation from which all wisdom is derived

Chaos is an essential aspect within Thursatru

because it's from chaos that all life begins, and the primordial beings are chaos itself

So without a doubt in Thursatru there is also a great emphasis of the decedents of the Thursar, which are Loki, Angrboda, their children

and also there is a very huge emphasis on Gullveig, which in Thursatru gains a whole other meaning and becomes much more complex than what the literary sources provide

Someday I would like to speak about Gullveig, including both what we know from the sources and also her role in everything as it is perceived in Thursatru

But for now suffice to say that these beings are the personification of the chaotic side in humans

the complexity of the self and the struggle within ourselves to contain the chaotic destructive side in all of us

which is power that we are withholding that could be used for great purposes, including to achieve sacred knowledge

This is how the gods are perceived, as personifications of various parts of the self

The gods' essence combined forms the individual and all its complex physical, mental and spiritual existence

You work with a handful of gods, you are only working with parts of yourself and leaving the other parts aside

therefore you will never feel whole, and half of your potential is asleep and a great part of yourself is not being used

When you work with all the gods and understand each part they play within yourself

you wake up powers that you didn't even know you had; you wake up primordial powers that will lead you to achieve greater wisdom

There is this tendency to think that the Old Norse religion is built on the notion that both the gods and the giants had a good/profitable relationship

People are trying to find both good and evil - good in the giants and evil in the gods, and vs versa

That somehow the gods and the giants reached a point that they all live in harmony and there is mutual help

Or worse, there is the inclination to believe in a dualistic view of the Norse religion, of a fight between good and evil,

and that the gods are clearly the good side and the giants the evil side

But I'm not going to delve into that, because within Thursatru some clearly believe in the dualistic view,

and others prefer to stay on the notion of Order and Chaos as polar opposites that together complement themselves and are necessary for the continuation of the cycle of existence

This is exactly when Thursatru is dangerously jumping from spirituality into religion

because it's inevitable when you share certain philosophies and people start to argue about the "truth"

But in my honest opinion, no one knows the truth

What we can do is achieving greater knowledge through various techniques

Each one of us can and should have an individual spiritual path

aside from what we already share with groups of people who are more or less into the same religious perspectives that we do

Still, as I've said before, Thursatru is a spirituality highly individualistic

it's for the development of the self

So there is a great emphasis on the individual and his own power

the human being is almost - almost! - the centre of this spirituality

as the vessel through which great knowledge can be acquired

Therefore in Thursatru there is also a great focus on, what people would call nowadays, Black Magic

I'll be honest with you, again

To me there is no such thing as black and or white magic

There is only power, call it magic if you will

magical essence that we harness through sorcery and then we give it a purpose

This essence itself isn't black or white, good or evil, it just is

But we are the ones to give it a purpose when we use it; we are the ones to turn it into black magic

So I prefer to say that in Thursatru there is a great focus on magical arts, of all sorts, most of which what we like to label black magic

This is why that in my opinion I don't think Thursatru is the spiritual path people should be taking the moment they jump into Norse paganism

not even those who are familiar with lots of concepts

In other words, if you have just come into Norse paganism, a type of paganism which focuses on the development of the group and mutual help, building the community

don't jump into something which is solely for the individual,

in practical terms of course, because obviously you can adopt certain philosophies within Thursatru to help you out in your spiritual path

But Thursatru and other such spiritualties gnostic in nature are for those with a certain background that gives them enough confidence to work alone and to venture beyond limitations

a constant challenge of the individual

a challenge that we impose ourselves and we cannot get out of it, or the entire purpose of working alone and developing the spiritual self is lost

If you are going to pursue a darker path in life

do it with the absolute certainty that you are mature enough to do it

because there are consequences, because it's hard, because it's destructive and sacrifices must be made

and you have to be prepared to leave behind along the way important pieces of yourself

The darker paths, practices and traditions of Norse spirituality and the magical work involved have the objective to strengthen the individual

but to gain such strength, weakness must be left aside,

and along the process there will be a lot of weakness of the mind and of the body

but one must overcome such weaknesses

Put your ego behind and think this through before jumping into a path that instead of helping you evolving, it backlashes and sends you into a position even worse than before

I'm saying this because I know there are a lot of young people who come into paganism because they feel it's cool and out of the ordinary and want to be different

Maybe that's a good reason, enough to get them interested and then they genuinely develop their spiritual path

But do not jump into something darker, heavier, just because it sounds cool

Arrogance many times is ignorance in disguise

and then it leads to potential destruction

It isn't wise to take a certain path because it sounds coo

it always results in sacrifices that we may not be prepared to make

Don't feel ashamed if you don't feel ready

Each one of us have our own time to act

No one is born with great wisdom

It's a slow process of learning, and better be slow and progressively achieve something, than jumping head-first without measuring the consequences

Thursatru is indeed a darker, lonely spiritual path

which I won't obviously talk about in here the types of spiritual works and everything involved, and magical practices etc.

You need the practical as much as you need the theoretical

But Thursatru isn't meant to be dark or evil

The objective is to progressively proceed, with caution and respect and wisdom, towards the divine light, not into darkness and destruction

Thursatru is to understand the darkness and chaos and destruction so we might find light in it

because you don't need light in places where light already exists;

you need light in places that are too dark and grim for anything to grow

But aside from all of that, one thing to me is certain

All other neo-pagan and pagan reconstructions of Old Norse Paganism should definitely adopt the main view of Thursatru:

Northern European Pagan Traditions should move on, evolve and expand, not stagnate

Alright my dear friends, I hope you have enjoyed this video

and let me make this clear again

Thursatru is not my spiritual path, although in this video I've expressed a lot of my own understandings of this spiritual path

If I have to give a sort of label to my own spiritual path

I would say it's definitely something between Rokkatru...

and Thursatru

in and out, up and down, forward and backwards

I do not follow any other spiritual path but my own

Once again, thank you so much for watching

see you on the next video, and as always...

Tack för idag! (Thank you for today!)