Hey guys, I'm going to be updating you on my peen!
I realize that you guys are obsessed with my peen and LOVE to hear about it
And you could see that by the video that I posted
I don't know - a month, two months ago.
Umm, where I talk about my peen
feeling numb, and how I have no sensation in it
and how it scares me so much.
That video got like, 60,000 views in like three months - three months!
Three weeks [breathes in heavily]
Y'all [are] obsessed with my peen - and I'm okay with it [as he's shaking his damn head].
I'm okay. And that's why I'm here today - again -
to talk to you about my peen,
because as you see in the video,
- title of the video [?] -
video title of the video?
When you're really trying to be like, cool
and like use different voices and it just doesn't work.
But whatever, MY PEEN IS ALIVE!!!
Or is it [DUN DUN DUN]?
Is this clickbait?
Or is it not? [sort of seductive look ???]
I'll shut up now and actually tell you what's going on - hey!
How's it going?
So, a couple months ago I made a video
Where I talked about my peen.
And how it is now.
And - um - if you would like to see that video, I'll put the link in the description.
Please,
please watch it
Because you're also not going to understand what I'm talking about
and what's going on.
SO, I had decided to
to stop Finasteride.
Finasteride is the medication that I take so that my beautiful hair doesn't fall out as quickly.
It doesn't re-grow hair, but it helps to block
the DHT which is what PHEW [hand gesture symbolizing excessive hair loss]
- that's my hair falling out
- which makes the hair fall out.
So by blocking it, the hair doesn't fall out as quickly.
My hair falls out still, but I don't have lumps of
[looks at hand full of imaginary lump of hair]
- HAIR in my head when I touch my
head. And I've done like, other things
to try to reduce my anxiety, LOL
- not happening
And
like it's not working. And like do other things that, like
like not like, really try to [huge hand gestures]
What is this? [idk Papito] Dry my hair,
hard and like, put my
hands - whatever!
Anyways, I went off of Finasteride thinking that that might've been a reason why my peen was numb.
Because, if you look online
Finasteride is the - is associated with erectile dysfunction in cis men.
Like, I am not a cis man.
I ain't a cis man.
But I [laughing] um, have a peen
So maybe that's it. So I went off of it
And ummmmm
You all want an update, right?
You wanna know happened? NOTHING. [jeez, I'm sorry Chase]
Nothing.
Nothing, I was still numb. So I went to go see my endocrinologist
And I told him about this and I told him about how much anxiety I've had over losing my hair and he said, 'Well,
You're gonna have anxiety no matter what so you might as well just go back on Finasteride.
That's not the reason why your peen is numb.'
So the reason why my peen is numb ladies and gentleman
- for one night and one night only [heh] -
[quietly] of a penis,
is because of my antidepressants.
[takes heavy breath, because this is heavy AF I am not prepared]
And I'm gonna say
yes a hundred million people said that in the comments.
Okay?
And I had talked about this before
- the issue is that I have been on Wellbutrin for like two and a half years
and I have never had a problem ever.
With it.
And I have no people who have been on Wellbutrin to help their sex life.
And it like, helped them! So I was like, 'Oh, you're never gonna have that problem'.
But apparently that's the problem that I'm having now.
Where, em, my family doctor and my endocrinologist
both said, 'it's probably because of your antidepressant
OR, it's because of you're anxiety.'
Because, I don't know if you've noticed lately but I have a lot of anxiety
- if ya don't know,
look at my videos because I made like seven about how anxious I am and
new medication that I'm trying and like,
medical marijuana...
oil to like help me
reduce my anxiety because I like - can't leave the house anymore [makes cringey face]
I know I'm laughing, but it's actually really serious and I don't know what to do.
But, you know you gotta laugh so that you can get through things in life [yep].
Coping mechanism -
AH HA UMM.
But yeah so,
I will attribute my peen being numb to...
anxiety and depression because
I have been having a very hard time lately - which usually coincides with an event that has happened in my life
- the thing is that there is no event that has happened in my life that would cause this much anxiety or depression
- to take hold of me
right now, BUT
I will say something.
WHY is the title of this video "MY PEEN IS ALIVE" when I'm saying to you that my peen is not alive?
Because ladies and gentlemen...
I felt it. [smiling like a goon lol]
I did.
It's not like - ALIVE, alive.
But like - okay, I'm gonna stop saying it's alive.
The other night [oh shit]
I hadn't thought
about touching me-self
in a very long time, but I was like, 'you know what?
[shrugs noncommittally]
Might as well.'
So I did,
and I felt everything!
And it felt so good.
And I was like, 'Oh my god, I can feel my peen!'.
And I tried yesterday and it doesn't work anymore - so that's fantastic [obviously sarcastic].
But, it was good for that one time.
So I think I do have to let some time
go by before I do it.
Umm, and then I have to make sure it's like
I'm not SUPER anxious and not super depressed - which
you know,
you could control that.
I will say though that I'm also making this video is because I use the Bono
- um, for sec [sex].
And.....sex.
If you don't know what I'm talking about,
And, the Bono has a vibe part that goes to you.
And I know I shouldn't be using a vibe because that's probably why
I'm numb and all that stuff. But the thing is that the vibe is not
super hard for me
and there is like an attachment that you put on so the vibe is not directly on you.
And when you're having sex with someone, it kind of like -
hits you - it kind of hits your junk
like your peen.
So...
I've been having a lot of sex with it [wowee wow Chase]
And almost every single time I finish.
And I think it's because my brain is finally
aligning with what I am seeing, because the Bono feels so real to me,
and like it is an extension of my body, and it is my
- literally my penis, it is mine.
So when I'm having sex with someone, I feel like I can feel their insides
and it just feels so good
that I can come.
Usually really quickly, which is embarrassing
[but] you know, I ain't no cis man - so I can keep going even after I come. Which is -
No, whatever.
I'm just gonna stop now.
'Hey Chase, why don't ya just talk about your sex life'.
...To youtube.
Because I never do that! [inhales sharply with sarcasm]
Do I do that?
I don't think I do, I do that
on the podcast. But I mean, whatever
- I talk about - I mean yeah I review, I review products
C'mon...
Anyways, long story short:
My peen is still numb,
I tried to touch myself and it worked once,
but mostly when I used the Bono and,
since the last update video - like the video about my peen - whatever
I can't feel my peen or whatever, 'what's happening with my peen' video
Umm...
I have used the Bono.
I don't know.
I mean, I guess I'll never like say, like...
from the day that this video is filmed,
though not the day that this video is like,
like -
given out to the world,
I'm gonna say like,
maybe thirteen times. And
almost every single time - like I'll say, ten of those times, I have finished.
Um, because of the Bono. And the vibe,
doesn't need to even really like touch me.
It needs to kind of just like, 'boop' [is adorable]
me,
even just like a little bit. And I think that,
the alignment that I have with my body and how I feel that this is me
and the position of it is just so perfect for all positions and...
[sighs in contentment] Anyways, if you wanna see what the hell the Bono is, what I'm talking about, I'll put the-the emm...
Um, the link
in the description below.
There is part one which talks about
using the Bono as like a
tool of masturbation for yourself
and then two, part two is like partner play - so like having sex with a partner.
And that video is very goo
um, I give really good information about the Bono. The Bono is a life-changing thing.
It's not gonna work for everyone, but it works for me
and like almost all of my bottom dysphoria
while I'm having sex is completely gone.
And I think that because of this,
because I'm able to use the Bono so much with someone that I have like,
feelings...for...
and that I'm emotionally connected with.
That it feels really good. Like, I don't think I could use the Bono with some random hook-up.
and like feel as good as I do now - I guess - I don't know.
Anyways!
Just wanted to update you on my peen!
Sometimes I feel it, sometimes I don't -
but, it technically is still alive, so...
don't get too mad at me for the title of this video!
Um, I'll see you guys later! If you have any questions about my peen, let me know
um and, I appreciate all of you trying to help me
and I will see you soon!
Alright, and don't forget to like, comment and subscribe
because I'm almost at a 100K and that's like my dream.
Literally my dream
will be coming true this year
So,
Help me reach that number and I'll love you forever!
Okay, love you - have a great day. Bye!






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