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What's up all you beautiful pandas? It's your favorite panda Panduli here

You guys probably want to know what I've been up to, why did I come to Finland,

what have I been doing in Finland, when am I going back to Korea

and if I'm not going then why not

I decided to make this video to clear up things a little bit, I quess

and just because... it's Friday and I have nothing else to do

Well, to be honest, I've been quite busy ever since I came back to Finland

I've been job searching. I've been applying for jobs

I've been... God knows what I've been doing, but one week went past so fast

Like I don't know what I've been doing- Oh! And during this one week that I've been job searching

I've been contacting my relatives, my friends because they obviously also didn't know that I was coming

It was a surprise for everyone

And I went to meet my grandma and here is the footage of that

It's my first morning in Finland and I didn't actually sleep at all in the airplanes

and when I got here we went to sauna and we actually went to sleep around 12

I guess.. I think.. I can't remember.

So I just woke up like 30 minutes ago at 4:30 Finnish time

but I actually though it was around 11 or 12 because that's what my phone says

but obviously that's Korean time and I guess I'm jet-lagged or something

I'm still in Korean time. My body just doesn't let me sleep anymore

Because in Korea it's 12. So just.. I'm just editing for you guys

The reaction! Oh my God. Did you guys like it?

Aren't my sister's cute?

I'm sorry for the bad camera quality just.. I'm always vlogging with my phone, so... yeah.

It doesn't- It doesn't really film properly during night time

and my sister was also filming with her iPhone and they're both just bad. I'm really sorry about that

So guys, I'm...

In all of your videos always you always start like "Hey guys! Okay, let's start now!"

Ugh.. Put the camera away already!

It's snow!

Today we're gonna meet our grandma

My mom had to tell her that I have come back because my mom was afraid

that my grandma would get a heart attack if I just appeared there so...

but I missed her so much that I couldn't wait

Go!

Is it cold? -Not at all

You're just pretending

Well, look who's here!

This is smoked salmon, right?

Yeah, it's smoked salmon. It's my favorite... well one of my favorite foods in Finland

Should we put it on a plate now? -Nah, I'll manage.

Look at this. Look!

Oops, wrong button.

No wonder she's as wide as she's tall.

I don't care. I'm not hungry. I won't eat. I'll just tag along.

The hamburger is quite big

Selja. Who's your favorite sister? -Viola

Wrong answer! -Ahg, Marina!

Get out of here!

Come on now

I'm trying! -Should I catch you?

I can make it some day

Selja!

Were you surprised? -Yeah

Ok, Selja. I'll ask you once more today. Who's your favorite sister?

This is my room. Why are you here askins such things?

Answer!

Tanja.... -Ah! Correct answer!

Yeah that's basically my daily life.

Oh! You wanna know what happened to my finger?

Well guess what! I was making food and... Well let me show you!

It all happened here in my mother's kitchen.

I was taking something out of here

I was taking something like this. I was trying to get it out from here

and there was two of these, you know?

And I wanted to get the lower one so I grabbed this with one hand and the other one with the other hand

and was trying to lift these at the same time

Well of course this lid had to fall on top of the other class thing I was holding with my hand

and the whole thing broke and just kind of... like fell right into my flesh here

and then I could see my bone and everything

It was really fun

And then I had to go and glue it, because it wasn't beautiful. Yep

Some of you might get traumatized.

As if my face isn't enough to traumatize you

Yep, so that's what's been going on. Nothing much. Everyday life.

And the thing you guys probably want to know is why did I leave Korea. Well that's a long story.

Long story short; I could have stayed there one year more with voluntary visa

but then I would have have to leave anyway, so I decided it was better for me

to stay in Finland and try to get a proper job, because I can't get a working visa in Korea right now

If I had two years experience in Finland..

For example if I did digital marketing in Finland for two years then I could go to Korea and do digital marketing

but I haven't done that yet. Or if I had graduated from Korean University

then I would be able to get a working visa

but I do not fill any of those requirements

And to be honest I don't really know, if I want to live my whole life in Korea because..

Well mostly because of the education system

I would not want to live there. I would not want to raise my children there and...

Well it's really difficult for foreigners like.. like overall

because going to hospital is expensive..Everything's just.. I don't know, just..

There's many reasons, okay? I decided to come to Finland.

Was it an easy decision?

No. I cried probably about one or two weeks while I was thinking about it

Okay, so I came out today because I'm gonna go buy a carrier since I'm leaving in few days

Well, I was spotted by few of my students and they all ran at me yelling like

"Tanja teacher! Tanja teacher! Why didn't you tell us you're leaving?"

Like "When are you leaving? Don't leave! Please stay." And they...

They started crying and stuff and.. I'm gonna miss them so much

I made countless of lists about things and reasons why I should stay or whether I should leave

Like the plus points of Korea minus the bad points in Korea

and then the plus points in Finland minus the bad points in Finland

and then I tried to compare the lists and then choose whatever is best for me

I thought about it for maybe.. from two weeks to one month

and I just came to the conclusion

that it's better for me to be in Finland right now

I think at this point of life this was the best decision

Well, will I go back there someday?

It's hard to say

Maybe?

But..

I honestly don't know. Like I'm the kind of person who lives in a moment

and I really don't want to make any plans for my future I..

I'm just gonna live day by day. I try to enjoy the life as it is. Try to enjoy whatever it has to offer for me

Try to enjoy spending time with my family now that I'm finally here

Because I missed them so so much while I was in Korea

Will I stop making videos to YouTube?

I don't think so.

I'm enjoying this way too much. I enjoy talking with you guys. I...

I enjoy learning how to edit these videos. Like when I started I had no editing experience and

like I'm getting faster at it and I'm learning new tricks and tips and stuff like that

and I just find it so.. I just find it so interesting to learn new things and this is one of them so.. why not?

and yes I'm editing right now here

It's right there

I don't really want to make this video any longer. So I'm gonna finish here

So ah.. yes! I am busy, but I am gonna make videos and nothing's gonna change

except that I'm not in Korea anymore

I will go there at least for a visit, but I would not live there.

At least I don't think so. I don't want to.

And if you have any questions leave them down. I will answer everything, if I can

because nowadays YouTube doesn't send me notifications, when I get a comment,

which is weird. Maybe I should contact them

Is this filming? Just kidding.

Let's set the camera now then. So beautiful. Okay. Everyone's like "Focus, Focus" You know?

You're just gonna upload this like "My lil sis is trying vlogging for the first time"

It's not the first time tho

The neighbours are slipping again.

They are!

Mm-hmm. This is actually quite fun

I found something in my camera. There's vlogs made by Viola!

Well first of all I was supposed to tell the best memory with Tanja and that is..

We were little. Or at least I was little and Tanja was.. -Little less little?

What? Little less little! Just kidding

Yeah, so we were biking down a big hill in .. in, in.. Päiväkumpu

Ah! This is my cooking channel. Here's where Viola cooks. Now we're making rice.

And one spoonful of salt. Here we go. And then the taste is gonna be marvelous

Okay, remember to subscribe, like the video

comment if you have something to comment and share to your friends and grandmums and cousins and..

To a goldfish if you want to

So that we get this channel to grow

And remember to send me tons of fan mail and such

Poste Restante, 01300

But now. Farewell everyone

For more infomation >> My Sister Is Taking Over My Channel!! [Vlog #21] - Duration: 11:49.

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Melania Trump Is Preparing for the Worst Ahead of Stormy Daniels' '60 Minutes' Interview - Duration: 2:31.

For more infomation >> Melania Trump Is Preparing for the Worst Ahead of Stormy Daniels' '60 Minutes' Interview - Duration: 2:31.

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Is Dissociative Identity Disorder Just A Trend? - Duration: 6:57.

Hi! It's Wyn. Welcome to another educational video by the Entropy System.

A while back I received a pair of comments on my initial video where my alters

and I talked a little bit about what it's like to live with dissociative identity disorder.

Both comments express some skepticism on the legitimacy of my diagnosis

and both alluded to the idea that having D.I.D. seemed to be a trend lately.

I'm assuming that they're referring to the uptick of

D.I.D. youtubers over the past few years and the explosion of them over the past couple months.

So is saying "I have D.I.D." trendy now?

Well, yeah. Kind of. Let me tell you about it.

Dissociative identity disorder has a centuries old record of stigma. The very first recorded case of

dissociative identity disorder happened in 1584 where a young woman was believed to be possessed.

Luckily for us, she recorded the details of her exorcism quite thoroughly and modern-day

psychologists were able to look at it and recognize that what she was describing was to-the-letter

dissociative identity disorder. A similar case of D.I.D. thought to be possession was recorded in 1623.

Even though we have these records there wasn't an actual diagnosis of dissociative identity disorder--

then called multiple personality disorder--until 1882. Fast-forward about a hundred years

and you have Sybil being released in the early 1970s as a book

and then a couple years later as a feature-length film that was, of course,

framed and scored and lit just like a horror film.

Though, multiple personality disorder was finally on the public radar and the numbers of diagnoses exploded.

Not because it was suddenly cool or trendy to have,

but because people didn't know what to look for

or didn't know to look for it at all.

Since then people have been

discussing dissociative identity disorder, but never really in a great light.

["Today it is called multiple personality disorder."]

[Angry grunting]

Never was multiple personality disorder, or later dissociative identity disorder,

displayed in a positive light, in a way where so one could look at that and say, "Wow

they're really functional humans."

And then,

in 2013,

something beautiful happened. Diaries of a Broken Mind was released.

[Upbeat music]

["To get inside our minds."]

["Why?"]

["In order to understand what it's like"]

["to have a mental health disorder."]

And most importantly, it featured Jess.

["I'm going to be the first boy dinosaur."]

["I put my glasses on. Do I look a bit more glam?"]

Diaries of an open mind is an award-winning documentary

that showcases 25 individuals with varying mental disorders

living their daily lives. A young woman named Jess who has dissociative identity disorder

is featured prominently.

She was shown to have struggles, but here she was going to school,

having a job, being in a healthy relationship.

These kinds of things were not showcased in depictions of dissociative identity disorder up until this point.

Unfortunately for Jess, being a front-runner on a big social movement isn't an easy task.

She ended up losing her job because her workplace saw the documentary.

She received a lot of hate on the internet and she

sort of disappeared into the shadows for a while. But then, Diaries of a Broken Mind won

the Mental Health in Media Awards and Jess was encouraged again.

She was reinvigorated and started her YouTube channel called Multiplicity & Me.

Here she showcased snippets of her daily life

hoping to break down the stigma behind the idea of evil alters and

giving people like me hope that, even with a diagnosis of D.I.D., things were gonna be okay.

Jess was a real inspiration to a lot of people and her steps lit a flame of inspiration into

Youtubers like The Labyrinth System and the Stronghold System

who decided to add their voices in the battle to break stigma against this disorder.

Slowly, YouTubers began to pop up, most of them claiming Jess as their initial inspiration.

But Jess in her system weren't really comfortable being the one and only

big name out there with dissociative identity disorder.

They wanted other people to tell their story as well because they knew

that A) their version of dissociative identity disorder is not the only look for dissociative identity disorder

and also, they recognized that the larger the pool of voices were

speaking out about this disorder and about the truth of it, the more effective it would become.

Collectively as we work together, we're stronger.

And so she initiated the project Multiplicity and Us.

["We're just one example this disorder. Like, all we expected to happen was to be like one drop in the ocean."]

["I want to push the attention, like, away from us"]

["and I actually want to introduce the project that Jake's been doing called Multiplicity and Us"]

Originally it was meant to be its own channel

where people would send her videos and she would upload them

creating a space for D.I.D. YouTubers from all over the world to be showcased together.

["It originally was gonna be a channel, but we decided that was actually just gonna be too much pressure."]

Right before its initial launch it was changed to a playlist so that rather than

everyone sending videos to her and her running the YouTube channel, people who wanted to participate

would all have their own YouTube channels and some of their videos would be put on the playlist

so people could access it and see all the voices out there

trying to tell people the truth about dissociative identity disorder.

For me and many like myself,

that was the push we needed to get online and start talking.

Now there seems to be another D.I.D. YouTuber popping up once a week, and I think that's fantastic!

Is it a trend? Yeah! It is. It's trendy now to say, "I'm not afraid."

"I'm not embarrassed by who I am. I can be a functional human being."

"I don't have to be ashamed of my diagnosis."

And that's a trend I can really get behind.

If you'd like to check out some of the other YouTubers who have been making videos about their system

and their experience, I'm gonna put a link to the Multiplicity and Us playlist below in the description.

I definitely encourage you to check it out. I am happy to call myself friends with a lot of these Youtubers

and have connected with just about all of them on social media and online support groups.

So despite the hateful comments, I plan on continuing to make videos, uh, for the foreseeable future.

Does that mean I'm just a bandwagoner?

I don't know. Maybe.

But when the trend is breaking stigma, I'm fine with that.

That's all for now. Have a great day.

For more infomation >> Is Dissociative Identity Disorder Just A Trend? - Duration: 6:57.

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Top Republican Calls For Robert Mueller To Be Fired, This Is Huge - Duration: 17:48.

Top Republican Calls For Robert Mueller To Be Fired, This Is Huge

US Representative Matt Gaetz has had an exceptionally brilliant career no doubt, yet don't go

finding him on Wikipedia at any point in the near future.

It gives the idea that the individual who has commandeered that page is completely sickened

by both Gaetz and our leader, Donald Trump.

The articles expounded on Gaetz are totally surprising, considering this should be where

impartial sentiments are posted.

Such a great amount of that.

Notwithstanding, the purpose of this is no place can a Republican get a reasonable deal,

particularly when he is 100% in favor of what's correct?

In the authoritative issues he has been included, Gaetz is a dependable, strong Right-wing fellow.

According to the Fake News Industrial Complex, that is a major negative, yet from the perspective

of the American voter, it is noteworthy in addition to.

Representative Gaetz has approached to demand that Special Counsel Robert Mueller be dismissed

or step down from his job as an investigator in the Trump-Russia collusion examination

following every one of the disclosures regarding his past inclusion in the Uranium One deal

where he was the sitting Director of the FBI!

Via Right Wing News:

Representative Matt Gaetz (R-FL) called for Robert Mueller to be fired in a speech delivered

to the House of Representatives on Wednesday because of his "indisputable conflicts of

interest."

"WE ARE AT RISK OF A COUP D'ÉTAT IN THIS COUNTRY IF WE ALLOW AN UNACCOUNTABLE PERSON

WITH NO OVERSIGHT TO UNDERMINE THE DULY-ELECTED PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES," GAETZ SAID.

"THAT IS PRECISELY WHAT IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW WITH THE INDISPUTABLE CONFLICTS OF INTEREST

THAT ARE PRESENT WITH MR.

MUELLER AND OTHERS AT THE DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE."

"I join … in calling for Mr. Mueller's resignation or his firing," Gaetz continued.

Just last week, Mr. Gaetz proposed a resolution that says Mueller is a compromised Special

Counsel.

This is due to the fact that Mueller was serving as FBI director when the Russian company purchased

uranium operations in the U.S in 2010.

"These deeply troubling events took place when Mr. Mueller was the Director of the FBI.

As such, his impartiality is hopelessly compromised.

He must step down immediately," Gaetz publicly released in a statement on Friday.

The resolution has two co-sponsors, Reps. Andy Biggs (R-AZ.) and Louie Gohmert (R-TX).

Both are members of the Freedom Caucus.

Gaetz didn't stop there.

He also pleaded for the Justice Department to appoint a special counsel to "investigate

the Clinton Foundation, the Uranium One deal and the Fusion GPS dossier."

These demands come on the heels of the first indictments to come about from the Mueller

investigation into Russian interference in the 2016 election.

Gaetz is right, obviously, in any case it doesn't give the idea that the game-plan

of the president will be that he fires the Special Counsel, for various reasons, not

the minimum of which is that this examination presently can't seem to net a solitary shred

of confirmation of the agreement by the Trump campaign that Democrats have been demanding

was conferred for over a year.

Another reason that Mueller will most likely not be fired is this would just give the Democrats

false ammo to flame upon the Oval Office with charges that the Special Counsel was "too

close to the truth," quite recently as they did with the bumbling Comey.

On the off chance that Mueller ever gets to the genuine meat of this examination (don't

hold your breath, however) we may even find that the Podestas and the Clintons, and the

Obamas, were similarly as chargeable as Manafort and Gates.

What do you think about this?

Do not hesitate and write

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the comment

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For more infomation >> Top Republican Calls For Robert Mueller To Be Fired, This Is Huge - Duration: 17:48.

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Is this an image of Madam Pele? - Duration: 1:10.

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Bugatti Chiron Sport Is the Chiron Taken to New Extremes - Duration: 2:26.

It's often hard to imagine how manufacturers can add more more to cars like the 1500-hp,

16-cylinder Bugatti Chiron, yet here we are discussing the latest from Molsheim, the Chiron

Sport.

The Sport version of one of the world's preeminent hypercars packs the same 1500 horsepower

and 1180 lb-ft of torque as before but gets chassis revisions intended to further refine

the model's handling.

The regular car already represents a large dynamic improvement over the Veyron it replaced,

but the Sport's chassis benefits from tweaked steering and dampers that are 10 percent stiffer,

both activated by entering a special Handling mode.

The all-wheel-drive car also gets a torque-vectoring function for its rear differential, which

is active in all vehicle modes and shuttles output to each rear wheel to enhance turn-in.The

Chiron Sport is also about 40 pounds lighter than the regular version thanks to new wheels,

thinner rear-window glass, and the addition of more carbon fiber for various parts including

the intercooler cover and windshield wipers, the latter of which Bugatti is claiming are

a production-car first.

The fresh wheels and the new quad-tip exhaust finisher are the car's main visual differentiators.

The upshot of the changes is that the Sport is said to be five seconds quicker around

the Nardò circuit than the regular Chiron.Shown in a fetching livery of bare carbon fiber

and red at the 2018 Geneva auto show, of course the Chiron Sport can be ordered in whatever

interior and exterior colors customers desire.

That will add to the $3.3 million base price of the Sport, but a few extra stacks of cash

aren't likely going to be much of a problem for Bugatti's clientele.

Deliveries are planned to start at the end of the year, and we hope more than a few of

these roll out of the Bugatti atelier with sweet retro-style racing numbers on their

grilles, too.

For more infomation >> Bugatti Chiron Sport Is the Chiron Taken to New Extremes - Duration: 2:26.

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The Live the All 4 Adventure Dream Winner is... ► All 4 Adventure TV - Duration: 2:21.

Now we're giving one lucky viewer the chance to live and breathe the All 4 Adventure Dream.

And the winner is... for 2018, the Live the All 4 Adventure Dream competition

from All 4 Adventure and our awesome sponsors... is Corey Y. from WA!

A big shout out to all our sponsors that areinvolved

with the Live the All 4 Adventure Dream Competition this year.

It is awesome.

There you go, mate.

You are the winner of the Live the All 4 Adventure Dream competition, mate.

No, you're the winner!

You are the winner of $230,000 worth of the best year in Australia, mate.

How do you feel?

Hey guys, so we've just announced the winner, and I've even lost my voice because it was going nuts.

There would have been thousands of people here, but we've just announced the winner

for the Live the All 4 Adventure Dream competition this year.

It's Corey Y. from WA.

Well done, Corey, mate what an awesome prize.

Thank you to all the sponsors that are involved in this whole competition.

It's just been massive.

1.65 million entries into this competition.

It has been absolutely insane.

And thank you, everybody, for entering the competition and being supportive and getting

behind the Live the All 4 Adventure Dream and All 4 Adventure--Australia's #1 boating,

camping and fishing show.