this is a tough video to make so to be a ᵽorn star is my current life goal now
this sounds crazy but it's totally not a joke
so what I'm currently doing with my life right now is this I'm studying Japanese
in a language school and the goal right now is to become fluent in the language
so that I can properly integrate in society and then find a job basically in
the Japanese adult video industry so that means in the Japanese ᵽorn industry
so I've been in Japan for about 11 months now almost a year and before
coming to Japan I didn't really think about this so I'm not gonna say that I
came to Japan because this is what I wanted to do with my life I didn't know
about this before I came here but I actually started thinking about this
just slightly after I arrived so it's been almost a year that I've been
thinking about this you know I it's not just a fault that I had yesterday or the
week ago or a month ago and I was like oh yeah I want to be a ᵽorn star I want
to work in the ᵽorn industry in Japan it's not just a fault
that just came but I've been thinking about it for quite a long time and I'm
pretty serious about this it's um I give it a lot of consideration already and I
think that it's something that would work very well for me
like I can really see myself doing this and doing it well I'm gonna give a few
reasons of why I think it's um it's a good good option for me okay so first of
all I think it's good morning which is you know the number one reason why
anybody actually goes to work and has a job because you actually need more
so I think that should be that there should be good money to be made in this
industry second way I wrote down but now I forgot second you know I really don't
feel like I fit in a typical office job like nine-to-five kind of job in a
company or anything like that I've actually done that in the past when I
was in UK and I know it doesn't fit me anymore I'm too independent I'm too like
that kind of person that has to go on its own path and do its own thing and
just handle its own life and not just be part of a bigger scheme where you know
like in a company and and I don't want to do like overtime I don't want to like
have a boss that I don't like I don't want to end up being stuck doing that
something that I hate like most people so you know this job I think it's great
so it should be good money it's I think it's flexible because it's not something
that you do every day it's you know you have some shooting days or shooting
hours and then you know you you just go home I guess you don't have to go to the
office every day for doing it and it's easy in the sense that it's now
physically up psychologically or mentally demanding like you know I don't
think you can get stressed at least I don't know I don't think I can get
stressed doing that kind of job and I think this is something that like for
what my personality is right now this is something I could do because of course
many people wouldn't be comfortable doing this kind of thing you know just
like have ᵴex and be filmed by like a bunch of people around you with cameras
or lights or whatever and like have ᵴex with another person and be filmed and
end up on video or on the internet or whatever but I think I can yeah like I
have no problem with that like I feel pretty confident in myself
and I don't have any problems on the contrary I think I mean I feel like this
is something that will come easy for me like to to just show up on a stage on a
set and like I have ᵴex with an actress or whatever yeah like I think that's
like something that will come natural to me like you know it's kind of like what
I've been doing with my life for a while now I mean I've been having kind of like
I don't want to say a ᵴex-oriented life but almost kind of so yeah I think this
would be like a pretty good escalation to what's been happening in my life so
far like I actually start getting paid for having ᵴex with people that's great
I know that a lot of people have a bad image a bad idea of you know like if you
say like somebody that works in the ᵽorn industry I mean you probably don't have
a good opinion of them like it's it's that kind of thing it's almost like
prostitution you know it's it's not very reputable it's not something that people
look at with respect or with admiration on the contrary I think a lot of people
have like a quite a negative idea of it but the way I envision it it's you know
I want to do it in a positive kind of way you know I mean there's many ways of
making ᵽorn I guess you know you can do ᵽorn that is degrading humiliating it's
uh I don't know you know it's it's like abusive or it's like you know it's just
bad it's just bad in the content that it
brings but the the ᵽorn that I would like to do
it wouldn't be like a filthy kind of ᵽorn it would be more like calm
beautiful kind of ᵽorn can we connect him can you make a beautiful poor I
guess that's my goal you know I want to make ᵽorn there it's can be can be seen
by both men and women you know it can be arising for for either gender or ᵴexual
orientation and something that all the people involved in the in the in that
scene nobody is you know taking advantage of or nobody's being abused
it's more like an ideal representation of water with a good healthy even loving
ᵴex should be that's the kind of thing I would like to do of course to to to have
a say in the kind of ᵽorn it I want to make that means that I would also maybe
have to be involved in directing or I don't know writing the script of what
the ᵽorn scene is going to have to be so I would also like to do that you know I
don't just want to like be a ᵽorn actor like taking the role and do whatever
they tell me I want to actually decide like yeah okay like this I want to be
able to choose you know like the kind of things I do if I don't like something
because I think it's it's bad it's humiliating for the other person or it's
just doesn't doesn't
so I can see a couple of obstacles that world that I would have to you know
overcome to in order to achieve this
like okay so first the first thing that I thought about that could be a problem
instead so I'm an immigrant here in Japan so currently I hold a student visa
eventually for one I work here I need to get a working visa basically I need to
prove to the Department of Immigration that my presence here and the kind of
work that I'm trying to do it's necessary to society you know to that
the country actually needs me for what I can offer but but of course like if you
show up like hey hi I just want to get paid to have ᵴex with your women they
might not look at that in a good way I'm sure they might frown upon it and be
like fuck that you know like they might not be willing to give me a working visa
basically to to be a ᵽorn star even though I think that's still that's still
a legal job I think I mean that's still I guess that's still within my rights to
to be able to perform but then ultimately they they have their say in
granting me or denying me a visa to do that the other problem that I think it
could be I mean it could exist is that I am white I mean I'm Caucasian of course
if I do this job in Japan if I become a ᵽorn star in Japan I will
be having ᵴex with Japanese women but Japanese ᵽorn is predominantly consumed
by Japanese men or so I will assume so I'm thinking like do Japanese men
want to see a Caucasian basically a foreigner you know a guy gene having ᵴex
with their women like I'm thinking if I was an insecure Japanese man that
doesn't have ᵴex in real life and just watches a lot of ᵽorn would I want to
see somebody that doesn't look like me having ᵴex with the women I want to have
ᵴex with you know maybe that's maybe that might not be like a popular choice
among the consumers of the product I don't know if I'm explaining this right
so maybe it might not be a popular choice to be like a white guy in
Japanese poor I don't know I never seen a white guy in Japanese ᵽorn I mean I've
seen like Japanese girls and when stir ᵽorn with white guys but that's not for
the Japanese market but anyways who knows I mean mmm became like a rap
legend being white in a predominantly black industry for what he was doing and
he still succeeded so who knows maybe maybe that would actually be my strength
you know we'll see but anyways in spite of these two obstacles that might
present themselves at some point I think I mean I'm pretty confident that I can
pull this off you know like in my life so far I've been doing some crazy things
I moved to four for foreign countries having very little money experience and
usually not speaking the language yeah when I was on of the country that I was
going to so yeah like I think like I can pull this off I just need to like finish
this language course that I'm doing is two years it's been pretty tough so far
and then you know and then I can just go for it in fact I can actually apply I
can actually look for this kind of job before my
studies and and see if I can manage to get like a working visa before you know
before my student visa ends so who knows maybe like by 2020 I'm already like you
can see me on I don't know on some website or something or you can buy a
DVD or something and with me in it just performing I know that some of my
classmates or teachers might just once in a while
out of curiosity click on my channel because it's on my Instagram and they I
have them on my Instagram so I know sometimes maybe like they check it just
to see like like what does he do what's he saying and they might just see this
now I like be like what the fuck like this guy is crazy especially by teachers
like if my teachers find out that I'm I'm trying to become a ᵽorn actor I'm
sure they will behave completely different with me so we'll see what
happens but yeah it's true and it's my current life goal like I
said hopefully in a in less than a couple of years you can find me online
and just watch my stuff also I think there has never been a male youtuber
although small youtuber that has done anything like this so I would like to
actually kind of like merge my youtube career if I can call it a career and my
you know adult film career and still make youtube videos but you know be
known kind of like be known for both things at the same time I don't know
we'll see what happens anyways I gotta go so thanks for watching catch you guys
later bye bye
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