[Intro]
Chase: Hey guys!
It is me, chaseypoo, with another PO box opening video.
I am super excited but there is so much stuff
I wanted to do: I wanted to film this before
and then do another one because
I didn't realise how many things that I had
and then I was like: "Oh shit, there's a bag that I forgot."
to [laughs] to look at
'cos I forgot to like, go to the PO box
and I was like "Oh, did I go this week? Whoops!"
So anyways, I have all these things
so I'm going to open them as quickly as I can-
there's like a bunch of letters somewhere..
I don't know, everything is falling.
I will look at these first and I won't read all of them
uhm, like the whole thing of what it says
but I will take a look at what's inside
because I'm sure that you obviously want to see
what my reaction is to
opening the mail that you got me.
So..
I'm just going to open this quickly and
I will read all of them seperately
like, the long versions of them,
uhm, when I get home.
When I get home!
When I [laughs]..After this video is done! [laughs]
So also I hope that you..like, I really don't like
that there's a line that cuts this video
'cos that's like the podcast wall..
Whatever.
Alright, what is this?
"Chase affirmation.."
What is this?
"I hope you don't mind but I put together a list
of positive affirmations for you
I was going to write them all in this letter
but thought it would do-I would do what
I myself do at home: I put them on index cards
so that if you choose you can put them up
around your house so that you can see
them easily when you need them.
Oh.
My.
God.
You don't even understand-
this is like part of the therapy that I used to do:
I used to have to write things down and like, look at them.
You..Oh my god.
I..My list of things to do for this year
like, literally, like, learn affirmations.
Like some of these just for example:
"Uh.I love and approve of myself."
"I trust my inner wisdom and intuition."
"I choose to praise myself: put ups, not put downs."
I..
Not that this is like, better than any gift
anyone could ever buy me ever, but like..
I don't have any words!
Uhm..
I will cherish these and put them up everywhere,
I need this because
I have very low self-esteem,
and very low self worth and I
don't feel like I do anything right,
even though I'm surrounded by these things.
Uhm, 'cos they're material things
and they make me feel good
and obviously, I get to like, wash the dishes,
'cos I got soap and stuff but..
Thank you so much Christian?
I think that's what the name is..
Oh my god I'm like 3 dyslexic 5 you.
Thank you, oh my-
Aw, these are like birthday cards!
I forgot it was my birthday and I had like-
"Happy Birthday Chase!"
And then there's like a little note here.
Uhm, I don't want to go through it
because it's going to be long
But, this person's name is Evangel..
Evangel...
Evangelina
[laughs]
I can't! I'm sorry!
I am still so overwhelmed by that first one.
Uh, thank you so much for this,
like I said, I will- oh my god. Oh my god
This is from the Czech Republic?!
Oh my god, this is awesome!
I love getting mail from like,
countries super far away.
I was in the Czech Republic like last month
so that's really cool-
I drove by, like I mean, I drove through it..whatever.
I can't wait to read these, oh my god.
This is from Germany...
Oh my god this is amazing!
Oh my god..
And they sent me a picture:
"In case you were wondering what the sprouts look like."
And then like a little letter,
oh my god, this is so great.
Look at the thing that they drew!
Oh my god, this is so cute!
Look at how amazing that looks!
Oh my god, I'm going to put this up on my wall
This is amazing, thank you so much!
Thank you so much Noah, oh my god.
Thank you!
"SPECIAL"
I need like a mail opener.
Like one of those knife thingies?
"Chase, boi, listen up!"
Oh my god this is so great.
It has like a little bee,
it also has like a peen on it..
Oh my goodness.
I think this person's name is Kai, so thank you so much.
Okay, ooh this is..this is thick.
Ooh, ooh, what is this?
Oh: love how people keep sending me dicks!
Like, literally, dick pics.
Oh my god, this is like a collage!
Oh my god, oh my god.
It has like stickers and stuff!
Oh my god this was sent on December 24th?
Where is this from?
Oh my god.
I don't see your name anywhere but I want to thank you.
Oh my god, I'm so sorry, I don't see your name.
Oh! Kai! Your name is also Kai!
Oh, is this the same Kai?
Oh, this is the same person!
This is some weird funky pigeon...
What is this?
"It's your birthday Chase,
stick your hobnobs somewhere nice?"
"Lots of love, Georgina.
Your friendly neighbourhood cis."
Oh my god, this is so great.
Thank you so much!
I love that I keep getting birthday presents
like a month after my birthday..
Yes, I'm filming this at the beginning of..of...
What are we?
Oh my god this is so small.
"Please read out beginning if you can, thank you."
"Hey chaseypoo, first of all
I would like to request a shout out
for my new friend Luke J.T.
Who let me take up-
who let me take up a little space in his care package
and who has also supported me while
I have been coming out to people and even
sold me his old binder.
Oh my god that's so great!
He's such an amazing guy and
deserves everyone knowing this.
Oh my god. Well there you go, there's your shout out right there.
Thank you for this
and you are amazing for giving away your binder.
The friend who you are talking about.
Ok.
"Chase I was without much internet
access for three months
because mental health reasons,
but I knew that you'd still be there when I was back
in the real world.
Thank you , Izzy.
Ps. This game is rad, have fun."
Oh my god, yes!
Yes! I forgot that I put this on my list!
Rocket League!
Apparently it's like a really cool game!
And I was like "I'll just put this on my list
because I would love to play a game to like distract myself."
So this is going to be really great.
Oh my god, thank you.
[gasps]
Yeah, yes!
"Dear Chase: thank you for being you,
I look forward to watching your videos
and look forward to watching you and your friends
use these in a future video!
Andy."
Yes!
These are the things that you put in your mouth
so that your mouth stays open when you do a challenge!
I don't know why there are so many,
but oh my god, I am so excited.
Oh my god yes, more Clif bars!
Yes!
"Happy late birthday,
I know that this won't get to you in time
but I hope you had a great day
and are feeling better.
You've helped so much-you've helped me so much
figure out who I am,
you never fail to put a smile on my face.
Think of bee, from Chanzy."
Zuzia. Yes this is for Zuzia,
I'm just going to leave that in there
so that Zuzia gets to rip it open.
But for the person who bought this for Zuzia,
I will look at your name,
uhm...Carl.
Thank you. I will give it to them later today.
And they will appreciate this because
this is a book they really wanted so..
uhm...
I don't want to give it away, but
it's like about sweet grass or something?
I don't know.
I wish I could film them
but I'm going to be at work all night
and I want this- them to have this right now
'cos they actually really need this book.
So thank you.
[gasp]
[laughs]
Oh my god.
"For that sick sushi!"
Oh my god.
I put sesame oil on my wish list
because I really..I-I-sesame oil's really good.
You make like tofu, and then you put broccoli in it,
and then it's really good
and then you put some sesame seeds
and then afterwards you put sesame oil after,
because you can't put it while you cook it
and it tastes amazing.
And then you have that with a little bit of rice.
I'm just giving you with like a little recipe over here.
Maybe I'll do like a Vegan...Queer Vegan Kitchen again.
Oh my god, thank you.
"This is a huge thank you from the U.K.
You helped me figure out who I am.
Ps. I also got you the mic stands for the podcast.
Don't know if you got the email about it."
I did not get an email about it
and I did not get the mic stands
for that yet so I'm sure that they're probably in here.
Oh, oh.
Oh my god, thank you.
I'm literally, in like, like writing
my thesis right now
and I do a lot of stuff hand written
because I need to actually
physically write it to remember things
and I'm doing a lot like of research on
grounded theory and all this stuff
and my pens are like running out
as fast as I can-like a pen a week.
So this is amazing, these are my favourite
pens, these are Sharpy pens
these are-thank you.
This is a huge thank you to you!
'Cos you're great for getting me these.
Oh my god, yes! Chopsticks!
"Enjoy your gift Chase,
this is sent with lots of love from South Africa.
I really love everything you do.
Send my greetings to Aaron.
From, Monique."
Ooh, what is this?
"Thank you for all the effort and time
you put in your videos and allowing
your followers to love you
and I and many others appreciate you.
Enjoy your gift, from Am..Emelis."
Sorry, I'm saying your name a hundred times, I'm sorry.
I just really don't know how to pronounce anyone's name
I can barely pronounce the name Oliver
because in French "Olivier"
So it's like-Oh yes!
Oh my god, an HDMI cable.
I really need that so that I can plug
my computer into that thing that I got
so that I can play my com-my laptop
onto my TV.
It's this whole thing because my laptop's
very old so thank you so much.
What the fuck is this?
[laughs]
I don't know what this is..What is this?
OH MY GOD!
[laughs]
What the fuck is this?!
Oh my god, what is this?
I don't even know what this is!
This is like-you can't see shit.
That's great.
There you go.
This is like a..gold mask, or something?
I think Zuzia put this on my list
for like, a future video,
or this is for Zuzia...
I'm pretty sure that this is for me, though
because Zuzia put a bunch of stuff
that they thought would be really funny
for future videos
so that I can-[laughs]
I can't fucking wait to put this on my face!
It looks ridiculous, oh my god.
Thank you.
Oh my goodness.
What-oooh.
Oh my god there's like all these art supplies
oh my goodness..
This is so cool..
"I hope you enjoy this care package
of stuff to help deal with "Bad Brain Days"
as I call them when depression hits.
Thank you for all that you do for us
even when you're not feeling it.
Love, Luke."
Oh my god, this is so great.
Ah, yes. There you go!
These are the stands that the person was talking about.
So that we can put our podcast mics-
this is actually for the podcast
but it doesn't say "Podcast"
but that's okay.
Uhm, so that we can put our mics on the podcast.
On like the table, so that we don't have
to have them here, we can have them
like on the sides so that the sound is actually better.
Oh, I just threw that on Minou.
Yes, perfect!
Thank you so much!
There's no note but I know
who sent this, it was the person
that just wrote-that sent the other thing.
Oh my god.
Thank you!
Oh yes!
More toothpaste!
I was like: "I think I'm should put more toothpaste
on my list."
Yes!
"Happy birthday Chase,
I spent today (your birthday)
watching your videos
because I needed something to distract me
from wanting to hurt myself.
Thank you for helping me save my life
and figure out who I am at 19.
From, Shane.
I never know how to react, honestly
when someone says something like that.
Um..You're welcome?
Thank you?
I-I feel so blessed every day
that I get to do the thing that I love to do
and to help people and..
Oh my god.
It's more, uh, film for my poleroid.
Whatever, Fujifilm, camera.
I really needed more of these, so thank you so much
because I take so many pictures, honestly
if you want to get me something super cheap
I think these are like, 10 dollars.
I-I- definitely love these because when I
go places I take them
and it's a nice little memory,
a nice little souvenir, you know?
"Thank you so much for being so active
in the trans community and making mental health
videos, you helped me so much
when I first realised I was trans
and you still help me get through
some of the toughest days, from Preston."
I'm so glad I'm able to help.
Oh my god.
Feeling overwhelmed again!
Chase is going to cry, again,
on another fucking video.
What is this?
Oh my god, yes!
This is so great!
I didn't even know this was-
I-Oh my god, it's like ice cubes
but it's like a tray thing, so it's easier
to take out
and, oh my god, these look
ah, okay, whatever.
Thank you so much
because I have a lot of things in my freezer
and this has like a cover on it
so you can make ice and-
it's not going to go everywhere...
oh my god, yes, thank you so much.
Oooh, I see things.
"Thanks for making the world a brighter place.
From one runner-from one vegan runner
grad student to another.
From, Kelly.
Oh my god, yes.
The Vega Sport Hydrator.
I use this all the time.
Actually I use this when I feel like shit.
If you are hung over or you feel like shit
and you're like: "I don't know what's wrong with me."
Get some of this, or get any type
of Electrolyte supplement-not Gatorade, full of sugar-
but like this stuff is so amazing!
And then highlighters!
You are sending me this at the best time!
Because I literally am doing a crazy amount of research
and I need highlighters right now
and I literally have a yellow one that's like dead,
completely dead.
So, thank you so much.
Does that box say Lush?
I swear to God,
how did I not notice that before?
[gasp]
Yes, what the fuck, you guys are amazing!
"Thanks for all your amazing content
and for always brining a smile to my face,
I know you're having a rough time at the minute,
I am sending you love and good thoughts.
From, Carl.
Oh Carl!
You sent something else
I think you sent Zuzia the book, right?
Maybe?
The hemp protein!
I put this in my smoothie every morning,
and guess what I ran out of 2 days ago?
Literally!
Oh my god, this is perfect timing!
Fuck, you guys are amazing.
Thank you so much.
"Happy belated Christmas and birthday,
you've helped me more than you will ever know.
Thank you for all your amazing work.
Lots of love, Dion from Australia.
Australia? Australia.
Yeah, making sure it's not Austria.
Can you imagine?
Oh my god, maple syrup! It's maple syrup!
Yeah!
When you Canadian as fuck
and you get maple syrup off of amazon!
Thank you so much!
Thank you!
I use so much, so much, all the time!
So..I'm just throwing things
Oh my god, amazing, thank you so much.
Oh my god, oh my god!
No!
No way!
No!
No fucking way!
Oh my god, fuck!
Oh my god!
Oh my god! Oh my god!
This is amazing!
It doesn't say who bought it
and there's no note,
I'm sorry that there is no note, but holy shit!
Thank you so much!
These-I run in Nike free long distance
run, whatever,
now I have to run in minimalist shoes because
my feet are all messed up, my knee,
I-I-Oh my god.
Thank you so much!
Also this is like a beautiful fucking colour right now.
Beautiful.
Oh my god, this is huge...
What the fuck?
Dear Chase,
I want to thank you for making these videos
I found your channel at a time
when I didn't believe that I could ever be "trans enough".
By finding your channel,
and watching your journey
you gave me hope to follow my own. Andy."
Andy? Andy? Didn't you just?
I mean it's Andy with like a heart
so,and that's how the other Andy..
uhm..signed their name, so.
Maybe it's the same person?
What is this?
Oh my god!
Yes! It's a fucking toaster!
Yes! I've been using Zuzia's
fucking toaster!
Oh my god!
I love that the little simple things
make me feel so happy, yes!
I have a fucking toaster now!
Oh my god [laughs] thank you!
Also, isn't that like a gay-like a lesbian thing?
When you come out as gay,
you have to like get like, a toaster oven?
Am I just making shit up?
I probably am.
Alright, let's see what this Lush box is all about.
Ooh, peanuts!
Packing peanuts, thank you Lush!
Kidding.
"Hi Chase,
I know you've been feeling overwhelmed lately
so I wanted to treat you,
Lush can be expensive but it's vegan
and you deserve to feel special.
Happy birthday and I hope you feel-[crash]
[laughs] Really, Minou?
Fucking, really?
Really?!
[hisses]
Fucking Minou!
[laughs] Fuck!
"Happy birthday and I hope you feel better,
hit me up when you're in Vancouver. You matter.
Taylor."
Oh my god, what is this?
What did I get here?
Okay..
"Sympathy for the skin"-oh my god this is so
weird that all of this is English.
I'm from Quebec, all of these things are in French.
Oh my god..Hair and body lotion.
Fresh banana and-oh! Yes!
Banana's like my favourite flavour!
Wha-What-fluff?
Strawberry shaving soap..oooh!
"This fresh strawberry shaving soap will leave
your skin smooth."
Ooh, shit.
Baby!!
American Cream!
This is literally my-my-my
hair conditioner that I use and that I use every day:
and it makes me smell and feel so good.
Also in French, it is literally: "Rêve Américain."
Which means "American Dream"
and when I went to the Lush store
I was like: "Oh do you have American Dream?"
and they were like: "You mean American Cream?"
I was like: "Okay, relax,
Iin French it says American Dream."
I think. [laughs]
Oh my god, this is amazing.
"Lava lamp?"
Oh, this is a bath bomb!
Oh shit...
Oh, man!
Oh, fuck!
That's like the best smelling bath bomb I've ever-[sniffs]
Oh shit!
Oh, a little-what is this? A little..
"Sexy peel soap."
[sniffs]
Ooh. Oh my god, this is dangerous.
This is like lemon, I could eat that.
I am..In shock.
This is absolutely amazing!
Uhm, thank you so much!
Also can I say that this is fucking weird:
but this Oscar guy here who's on the-the bottle
he is also the Oscar that I have in mine, in my shampoo
which is like a banana shampoo,
and this conditioner is also made by Oscar.
So Oscar's in my shower a lot!
You guys, this is amazing.
I don't even know what to say,
I don't even know how much-how many times
I can say thank you to show my gratitude,
I know that this video is long, uhm-
the videos will probably get shorter and stuff
'cos I'm getting less and less things
which is-
I know that this video is long,
and thank you so much for sticking
it out, I just-
I'm like-they're all behind me, all of these things.
and I just-
feel so overwhelmed,
and..this Lush stuff is amazing, honestly-
I love Lush!
[laughs] Hint, hint!
I'm kidding but-Oh my god.
Thank you!
Thank you for all of these amazing gifts!
From the hemp protein to like, the little pictures
that I need: all of this is just
The fucking toothpaste!
You guys are amazing, and the letters that I've received...
All of it, all of it.
The little messages that I get-you guys are amazing.
I..
This stuff doesn't make me feel worth, like I'm a person
and I'm like, worthy and stuff like that,
but it does help with a lot of things that I need:
like maple syrup, and an ice cube tray,
and like, toothpaste and stuff,
so it does actually, physically, it helps me.
Uhm..But it also makes me feel better inside,
and it does make me feel like I do something.
'Cos I'm stuck in my house all the time,
I do all my work from home:
I do videos, I edit, I post
I do everything, so I don't always see the people..
And to be able to get little letters like
this that say "To be read off of camera."
Uhm, I'm excited to be able to read
your words and to...Just talk to you.
And what I would love to do actually,
if you wanted to send me a letter,
I can't do this for everyone and I just want to try
some stuff out, I would love to send
people a letter back.
So, for some people who would want,
you can give a self addressed envelope inside the
envelope that you send because I think that would be
cool, even if it's just a small thank you that I send you
or just like a post it, I want to say thank you
and show my gratitude and stuff like that.
So if there's already an envelope in the envelope,
and it's self titled and stuff,
it'll make my life a lot easier and I'll be able to actually send you
a little something-uhm...
So, yeah. I don't know.
I'm just going to start crying again.
So I'm going to stop this video.
I'm a little baby.
I've got to go to work
Thank you so much, I love you guys.
I'll see you later.
Thank you for keeping track of my
videos, even though they're all over the place.
Even though I made this video in February,
and it's probably going to be posted in March or whatever...
Okay, I'm like stuttering,
which means I'm anxious,
which means I am overwhelmed.
So thank you so much, I love you, have a great day. Bye.
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