Waching daily May 27 2017

Have I seen a lot...

Now think about it:

a drunkard husband, a paralyzed child, then a burnt son,

then another son wasn't taken care of at the hospital and died.

This is Tahire, her home burnt down Tahire.

Tahire...

I was a bride at 17, started my home.

Twenty days later my husband left the house.

I waited for him to be attached back to his home everyday until he died.

I've neither been able to make him eat what I cooked,

nor make him wear what I sewed or make him sit at my table.

He was a husband though. Well... A husband.

My eldest son…

My sister-in-law's house burnt down,

and with the house so did my sister-in-law and my son.

He was there to visit them.

We sent him to Polatlý to have a haircut.

And from Polatlý he goes over there to Yaðýr.

That night their house burns down.

My sister-in-law's daughter burned. My son burned.

I would say to my husband: "Suay, where shall we find you?

If we die, we would stink high to heaven.

We would stink high to heaven, but still we wouldn't be able find you."

My husband didn't make it to our funeral, my sweetheart.

That was the kind of husband I lived in this world together with.

His best friend was the booze: his bedfellow booze,

his mate in the street booze…

Two at home, there are three kids, there is a wife,

what they do, what they eat, what they drink…

I mean, I hope no one lives what I lived as a woman,

it would be a pity for the women.

I say someone must've cursed me…

They must've said let her each day come down as worse than before.

But I am happy.

I swear how I praise my God; my God loves me a lot.

The night before, we were talking with Seylan and Fatma,

"and so God loves you back" to my niece her mother said.

Cross my heart, God loves me a lot Aslý.

My God puts me through a test every minute, let him do.

I am content. I say it is from God.

Crying in despair, I go through the deed.

I say my God it came from you.

I mean, I say, this has an end.

"My dearest Nuri, what is your problem?" I would say,

"My little one," I would say, mind you.

I've got beaten by him, I still said my little one.

And my mummy, he would say back at me.

What his problem was, we never knew.

Apparently something was bugging him, so to say my dear.

We would wake up in the morning to find him broken the house down…

I mean, if this is what it means to be a woman,

it is very hard my sweetheart.

If this means being a woman, it is very hard.

His pain was something else,

his absence was something other.

We lost all we have got.

Debt after debt all the time.

That bank calls, this bank calls, than the other bank calls, and then the other one calls...

Girl, I never said that before.

Never before.

I used to love children.

Used to love them a lot.

Since men cannot give birth, I've never even once said I wanted to be a man, mind you.

Never said it, up until you asked, would you believe me?

I was always content with what I had.

I cried my eyes out…

Couldn't you do without a husband, now I ask to myself.

You see, life goes on without a husband, I don't know for how many years now.

Pillows would get soaked from tears running down.

I would say my God am I such a terrible woman,

am I such an ugly woman, so that Suay does what he does?

Why is he like that?

Why does he drink, why doesn't he come home?

So many, so many other things…

Just think about it,

you go to a long distance road trip with your husband twice,

and both times, he doesn't take you into his car.

I loved my husband always,

he put me down all the time.

I always loved him though.

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Harvard Poll Shows USA is Woke Majority Say Mainstream Media Pub - Duration: 6:27.

Harvard Poll Shows USA is Woke: Majority Say Mainstream Media Publishes Fake News

�Fake News� has become the buzzword that the dying mainstream media has been using

to dismiss alternative viewpoints that may appear on the internet or in alternative media.

While it is true that there are a large number of satire sites and clear disinformation sites

on the web, mainstream media sources are focusing on alternative media websites who do not share

their views politically and attempting to associate these sites with the �fake news�

phenomenon.

Luckily, however, it seems that the public is not buying this recent propaganda campaign.

A poll conducted by the Harvard-Harris group found that 65 percent of voters believe that

the mainstream media is guilty of distributing false reports.

Harvard-Harris co-director Mark Penn believes that the extreme polarization on cable news

channels is playing a major role in this negative perception that has been developing.

�Much of the media is now just another part of the partisan divide in the country with

Republicans not trusting the �mainstream� media and Democrats seeing them as reflecting

their beliefs.

Every major institution from the presidency to the courts is now seen as operating in

a partisan fashion in one direction or the other,� Penn told The Hill.

The poll reportedly surveyed 2,006 registered voters from May 17 to May 20.

Although the mainstream media continuously pumps divide into the populace through the

use of the left/right paradigm, the survey shows this is simply not what the people want.

One of the questions asked is if people want to see the divide continue � the overwhelming

response was, �no.�

Trust in the mainstream media has been slowly declining after several decades of monopolization

and centralization.

Over the last century, many large companies have been attempting to consolidate the media

and have total control over what is said in the public arena.

These companies are almost always heavily involved in politics and international business

affairs, many times even depending on the government to regulate their competition.

The good news is, people aren�t buying it.

Despite the massive push by the media to assert some sort of connection between Russia and

Trump � without providing a single shred of concrete evidence � the majority of Americans

still don�t buy it.

While Donald Trump is most likely someone�s puppet, Putin is most assuredly not the master.

Through controlling the dialogue in the media they are able to portray their political allies

in a positive light, even if this is accomplished by telling blatant lies.

It is even a generally accepted fact that all of the corporate news outlets have their

own political agendas.

What is not realized is that even though they may have different party affiliations, the

major media sources are all on the same team and advertise the same general worldview.

This bias was clearly visible after Trump bombed Syria in April.

As the Free Thought Project pointed out, the day following Trump�s illegal act of war

against a sovereign nation was nothing but praise for him in the mainstream media � including

outlets like WaPo and the NY Times, who constantly attacked him prior to the strike.

In the early 1980s, there were over 50 corporations which controlled all of the news media in

America.

This is a small number considering that it accounted for television, movies, magazines,

books and music all combined.

Before the First World War, there were actually hundreds of corporations that made up the

US media.

This corporate monopolization is largely due to government regulation that prevents independent

journalists from reaching the masses.

This is done by limiting the number of broadcast spots available, issuing permits and licenses

for the ability to broadcast and, now, censoring alternative media.

In 1983 a man by the name of Ben Bagdikian published a book called �The Media Monopoly�

which pointed out the consolidation going on in the media at the time.

In his book, Bagdikian predicted that the meager number of 50 corporations would dwindle

very quickly to less than a dozen companies in coming decades.

His predictions were met with a great deal of criticism in the mainstream circuit, and

that was to be expected considering they were the target of his accusations.

Sure enough though, over the next 25 years, the media would be consolidated into fewer

and fewer hands.

In 2012 it was reported by Forbes that just 6 companies owned the entire mainstream media,

then they reported in 2016 that all media was owned by just 15 billionaires amongst

those companies.