Waching daily Jun 13 2017

Hello everyone. My name is Crow_Se7en

Welcome back to Emily is Away Too

Now we will play chapter 3

Let's continue this game

Winter 2007. Tell me your heart doesn't race

for a hurricane or burning building. I'd

rather died terrified than live forever

The quote by Joey Commeau

how are you!

what are you up to?

I'm grandn. Gradn??

hey, you should listen to some music with me!

just listening to some music

Oh cool

I just am feeling really down

woah it's snowing out! do you like snow?

it's okay, today's just really sucked

you're the first person I'm talking to all day

I know! I hope it stucks around

haha, sticks around. my bad

but I can tell I'm being all like cranky

and not fun to talk to

I'm sorry for all my spelling mistakes

but I'm not, right now I'm just

like stupidly emotional

I'm feeling great! maybe a little drunk haha

thanks Tommy. I'm just feeling so sad and worthless

things change I guess!

because I'm drinking tonight

it's okay. I'm just ready for today to end

a few times, but never this drunk before

I wonder if I'll get a hangover tomorrow

my brain just won't stop. I'd really appreciate

it if it would fuck off

thanks for the tip!

yeah that could help at least talking to you

is making me feel better

celebrating something I guess

yeah it's still a mess in my head

I might just need to vent about it

uh, just how shit everything is lol

are you sure Tommy? it's just a whole bunch of shit

do you actually want to talk about it?

it's just been a shit day, I'm all alone

Woah, it has the countdown timer?!

thanks Tommy, I'm sorry I'm such a mess

I hate the timer! Seriously!

I don't want to, I tried to bring it up last night

I'll tell you, but this stuff needs to stay secret okay?

Ok.. so you just have to promise to not tell anyone

Whew, there is no timer right now

I'm serious. I haven't told anyone this

well something really stupid happened last night

so truth is, I've wanted to break up

with Jeff for a while

I tried to last night but he just refused

who? why do they need you?

well, now I know where I stand in your life at least

I mean, kind of, things got better and got worse

but I still wasn't happy

so yesterday I asked him to

hang out over instant messenger

I wanted to talk in person over IM didn't feel right

we agreed to meet at his house later

so he felt better, I don't know?

when I got there, we went to his room

and he just started crying

seriously, we talked about everything

and then I told him that I made up my mind

I wanted to break up

he was quiet for a bit

then he shouted NO

I know, and then he was like angry

he started yelling that he wouldn't let me

throw away our relationship and stuff

I know right!

it made me really angry and I think

I started yelling at him

oh yeah, it turned into an unproductive

conversation real quick. I eventually just left

yeah, I didn't know what else to do

so I wake up this morning to a text from him

it said verbatim: "thank you for not breaking up

with me last night. I couldn't see myself being

able to live if we weren't together."

and like, I don't know if I should read into that or not?

I think so, yeah, which terrifies me

we've been talking on and off, I didn't

address that though like I don't want to be

with him but I don't want anything bad to

happen to him

I just feel so helpless and pathetic

and now I'm starting to cry

I'm so glad I can talk about all this with you

what do you think about all this?

what should I do about him saying

he couldn't live without me?

what should I say to him?

okay yeah, I can tell him that

and what should I do about us breaking up?

will that work? what should I say?

okay I'll do that and tell you how it goes

thank you so much for helping me

figure this out Tommy

I'm actually feeling a lot

about the whole thing

and idk, this might be awful to say

but I'm so excited to break up and move on

haha, thanks you're such a great person

I'm very lucky to have you in my life

you're just such a genuine person

I don't know it's hard to find someone like that

what do you like, think we are?

that's how I feel too!

I'm glad we feel the same

maybe after all this break up stuff blows over

we can see where we land

I just hope we're always this close

I know too

oh man, it got so late out of nowhere!

oh yeah, very, I think I might head to bed soon

but hey, maybe we could hang out tomorrow or something

it'd just be nice to not think about

this drama for a while

I don't know, maybe just hang out

and play video games?

you could show me the shooters you like?

great! I'm excited now

okay, I need to get into bed like now

A heart? What does that mean?!

Oh, I can sign out

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What is Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease (COPD)? Learn More Breathe Better® - Duration: 2:48.

COPD is short for Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease.

It's a crippling lung disease that with time

takes away your capability of breathing.

COPD is a very large problem in this country.

About 1 in 5 individuals have COPD.

But, there are millions more

that may have the disease and don't even know it.

The COPD Learn More Breathe Better Program

is a national education awareness program,

that is to bring attention to a disease that we know is preventable and treatable.

If you do have symptoms, seek out medical help

and get a simple breathing test.

Getting that breathing test is the first step

toward getting an accurate diagnosis

and then getting on a treatment plan that will approve

your overall quality of life.

COPD is the third leading cause of death in this country

but is also the fourth leading cause of disability.

However, there are treatment options

that help patients live their life better.

The symptoms of COPD tend to come on gradually,

they oftentimes are associated with breathlessness,

you cough a lot, you have frequent wheezing,

you have a lot of production of mucus.

While COPD was thought to be a disease of smokers,

either current smokers or ex-smokers,

recent data are showing us that up to a quarter of people with COPD

have never smoked.

Maybe they have been exposed to secondhand smoke,

or air pollutants or other dusts,

or a history of asthma.

Finally, a minority of patients have a genetic disease

that is called Alpha-1 Antitrypsin Deficiency.

And we are still investigating what are the connections

between this and the development of symptoms

like those of COPD.

Over time this disease progresses, it gets worse.

You continually start to lose lung function.

And unless we have our lungs functioning really well

we lose the ability to provide that vital oxygen nutrient

to those critical organs.

You can't take deep breaths, you have difficulty doing your chores,

you can't take a walk.

A lot of people have to stop working because of it.

There is no cure for COPD.

But there are many options today that will help

improve overall symptoms and improve quality of life.

Things like pulmonary rehabilitation, medications, pharmacological,

there's behavioral medications.

And there's a good opportunity to really improve your symptoms,

overall quality of life

so you can live with this disease

and do every day activities.

We cover basic research programs

of course, trying to get to the core of the disease.

What is it that is causing the cells to die?

What is it that is causing the air pipes to narrow?

And we are testing new drugs or old drugs that may be useful.

Ultimately, our goal is clearly to try to prevent

the development of COPD